Lucky for you guys, I was having a good Sunday. Technically now its officially Monday with it being passed midnight in California but still I wanted to post this up. Hopefully the next update will be in about 2-3 days :) ENJOY!
Bella's POV
I found Edward easily, already following Emmett and Rosalie in the forest. We all decided to meet at our cottage. As I ran, I couldn't help but worry about my daughter's relationship with Jake. They were taking things in a pretty fast pace. Now that the vacation was over, Edward returned to his emphatic ways over Jake's imprinting on Renesmee.
On the ride home Carlisle informed him in his mind that he received a call from her school, saying she was given the honor of moving up a grade. Her intellect was way too advanced to be wasted on junior high prerequisites. I was beyond pleased, exultant even. But then it struck me that it meant another year closer for the agreement. Jacob willingly abided to my and Edward's conditions over him dating our daughter. We decided sophomore year was pretty reasonable for them to officially be together if that's what she wanted. Ugh. Sometimes I really hate how perfectly Jacob stayed intact in our relationship; he'll always be my best friend and now he just may be more.
She loves him more than anything, she loves him more than anything, she loves him more than anything I chanted to myself as the cottage came to view.
For now I had to help Emmett and Rosalie. It was comforting but unfortunate for them to be going through the same thing. Though, I don't know if Rose would ever be fine with the idea of a werewolf imprinting on her hybrid daughter. There was no hiding her detestation towards "dogs". In fact, to further support my thought, she was pinching the bridge of her perfectly angular nose with her jaws locked tight in complete and utter chagrin.
"Babe, c'mon, calm down a bit," Emmett urged, massaging her shoulders.
"I mean I don't like the fact that Seth imprinted on our little girl but hey, the kid's not that bad. He helped with the army remember?" he shrugged when my sister didn't relax even an ounce. She kept still as a Greek goddess statue. After a couple minutes she still wouldn't budge. At least she didn't run off and rip someone's head off, which we all know she's pretty capable of with the right level of anger.
"Why don't we go inside and sit for a while?" I suggested. Thankfully Rose followed, but she sat down on the couch, her arms crossed and her eyes glued to the ground, glaring.
Emmett didn't know what to do at this point. He looked to Edward at my side, his eyes pleading.
A few seconds past and Edward sighed.
"Rose," he called softly. She looked up, anguish replacing the ferocity in her eyes.
"Can I just talk to Bella alone for a moment?" she asked, her gaze freezing me in my stance. Edward and Emmett both gave a quick nod and then they were gone. I sat beside my sister, not really sure how to approach the topic. Fortunately she started after a whole minute of silence.
"So this was how you felt when you found out that day when Jacob was 'testing' you," she said slightly amused now.
"I know you all expect me to be the least accepting of this but oddly enough I'm not."
What she said literally knocked the air out of me. Was this really Rosalie Hale that I was speaking to? I stared at her dumbfounded and her expression was somewhat calm, to say the least. When I didn't respond to her declaration she continued.
"I'm upset with the fact that I'm not upset with Seth imprinting on Emmie. I guess over the years, seeing Jake with Nessie made me come to the realization that although I despise the fact a werewolf is basically a part of this family now, Ness is absolutely, positively HAPPY with him. He brings out the best in her in so many levels. Plus, its comforting to know that if one day we fail to protect her, Jake would always be there. And now, my little girl can have the same happiness and assurance."
Huh, and to think I was here to help her out.
"Rosalie...did I hear everything right? I mean this just doesn't sound like you."
She smiled and it touched her eyes.
"Yes, you heard right, Bella." She paused and then added: "Saying that Rommel and Emmie made my life more whole is an understatement. Seeing them grow happy and healthy is all I could ever ask for in this life. Don't get me wrong, I'll still be the same old Rosalie everyone knows me as and be strict on the conditions of their relationship but overall," she sighed, a relieving sound and continued, "I'm happy."
We both smiled and embraced. If Rosalie was this quick to accept imprinting, then why couldn't I do it?
Just then Emmett and Edward came through the door with grins plastered all over their faces. My burly grabbed Rose by the waist and gave her one passionate kiss. Edward flitted to my side, his hands coiling my figure with his chin resting on my shoulder.
"We good, babe?" Emmett asked, still having a firm grasp on her sides.
"Mmhmm," she replied mindlessly. "Now let's go to our room," she suggested with a michevious wink.
"You know what," Edward interrupted, "why don't you guys have the cottage for the day? We wouldn't want Emmie or Rommel asking what you two are grunting about upstairs while they play their instruments."
Rose and I giggled with Emmett smirked.
"If you insist, little bro."
"Just try to keep everything unbroken, okay, you two?" I asked before they basically shooed us away from OUR cottage. I shook my head in amusement nearly all the way back to the house. Today was quite a day. In the end, Rosalie helped me softened up to the idea of Jake and Ness together. From the looks of Edward and Emmett's conversation, my husband did, too, from his decision to gradually pardon his dislike towards Jacob, for Nessie's sake. After all, she was at her happiest whenever he was around. And now that I knew I had someone else forever on my side, maybe letting go of my daughter won't be so bad in the long run.
Monday, February 28, 2011
Saturday, February 26, 2011
CH15: HOMECOMING
Renesmee's POV
It felt odd not coming back to the home I've always known. I've grown accustomed to the specific smells each room had, intermixing with my family's various scents. The house was still ours but just vacant. Lots of memories invisibly written all along the walls. It was depressing to move, even if it was just about 20 miles away.
I had to be careful with my thoughts; it would break my grandmother's heart if she found out my dislike towards the new house. Here I am, complaining away before seeing it myself.
I replayed and replayed particular memories at the old house while we drove closer and closer to the new destination.
Like the old one, this house was also hidden among the forest. I guess one good thing came with the house: a sweet, big balcony with an awning to shield the rain and a couple bean bag chairs for me to lay on for those nights I like to look up at the stars and sky. My room faced the south end and that meant sunsets would always be spectacular since we were pratically neck and neck with the beach.
Poppa's mercedes slowed. (We're here already?!) I asked slightly annoyed. This homesickness really stuck with me.
"Renesmee, this IS home," daddy said with a steady gaze as he twisted in the passenger seat.
"I know, I know," I muttered under my breath, knowing he heard me. I stole a peek at my mom beside me and sure enough she was looking at me with sympathetic longing. One of her hands were idle and I took it in both of mine.
(It just feels wrong leaving the house so soon when Ms. Hill was buried, basically, not too long ago.)
By this time, Poppa had driven up the winding driveway. He probably sensed something wrong because as fast as he parked, he was gone all the same time.
Momma looked to daddy. She was probably telling him something secretly for my sake. I sighed and dropped her hand, placing mine on my lap. After a minute of discussing silently, she said, "Ness, honey, I know it was a hard for you to let go of Leila but you have to remember that she wanted this. Emmie and Rommel are here with us now and that's all that matters. Because of them, we've become more complete," she paused assessing my reaction and continued, "besides, you can go back anytime you want to visit her grave. I'll even help you tend to it properly, okay? So turn that frown upside down because everyone missed you terribly."
I nodded, feeling slightly better. As if to prove my mom's last statement, Aunt Alice's face appeared plastered on my window, her expression complete excitement. To a stranger, they probably would've died from being surprised to death by her sudden welcoming.
"What's taking you guys so long?!" she asked an octave higher than usual.
"Carlisle said you were having a little family disussion but hurry and come out so you can look inside!"
My parents laughed and I couldn't help but join in at her sillyness.
Our doors opened and shut and at the same time Uncle Emmett, Aunt Rosalie, along with Emmie and Rommel came out to greet us.
The twins were as fast as lightning and their hugs were just as forceful.
"Ness! Nessie!" They exclaimed together. These two passed as small 5 year olds a mere week ago. Now they were around 7 or 8. Emmie stood beside my aunt who hugged and kissed me next. There was no denying their resemblance despite there being no biologial thread holding them together. Uncle Emmett punched daddy's shoulder and kissed my mom's cheek before throwing the both of us on his shoulder. It was nice seeing my family again. One week was too long to be separated from them.
Rommel carried our bags in with his power; his practicing was really paying off. The next to welcome us was Gramma. She practically slammed into me the second I went through the door.
"Oh sweetie how we've missed you," she cooed, "all of you. Now come here and hug your mother," she commanded playfully to my parents.
With all the welcomings done, I took in the new atmosphere. We were all standing in the living room; it was a lot roomier than the old one. The flat screen was bigger as well. I'm glad we kept the compfy white leather couches. The walls were still white, perfect by Cullen standards.
"C'mon, Ness, let's give you a tour of the house!" Emmie squealed, tugging at her brother's arm.
"Okay," I replied wholeheartedly. Everyone was so jubilant that I couldn't help but catch their happy mood, too. Each section of the house was grander than the old one. The dining room had an all-glass cabinet that displayed Gramma's finest china with the table a huge, beautiful white granite surface and color coordinating with the cabinet's black wooden frame. The kitchen had light mahagony cupboards with dark gray countertops. This kitchen looked more professional than the old one with a brand new oven and stove, all stainless steel along with the giant refrigerator. I'm sure all of this was for our grandmother, now that she had 3 grandchildren to cook for.
Once that tour was done, Emmie pulled me into the direction of a room that had double doors. Rommel was especially excited for this one because the minute it took to walk all the way inside he covered my eyes. When he let go, I was astounded to see a screen that took up a whole wall. I looked behind me to see a grinning Emmie, bouncing up and down on her seat with her brother beside her smiling in anticipation as well. This was a mini theater.
"Wow, this must've cost a lot," I observed.
The twins looked to each other and shrugged.
"Does it matter? I mean we're rich enough to own China if we wanted to," Rommel answered wiggling his eyebrows mischievously.
I laughed knowing he was right. With an aunt that can see into the future stocks and such, we were pretty wealthy.
"Next is the music room. We kept the grand piano but we also added a drumset for Rommy and a cello for me" Emmie said as we exited the theater room and entered the new and improved music room right across.
They played a little piece they practiced together. They were really talented but then again, who wouldn't expect that since they were the children of Rosalie Hale and Emmett Cullen. In fact, Rommel looked a little muscular for a 7 or 8 year old.
After spending time in the entertainment rooms, we went up the stairs to the rooms. All the art along the walls like the large, dark wooden cross hanging above Poppa's office were splattered evenly throughout the house. "Mom and dad's...Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper...Gramma's..Aunt Bella and Uncle Edward..." the twins gestured, taking turns speaking, as we passed their rooms. Emmie showed me her room next and then Rommel's.
Last was my room. It was perfect! It wasn't that much bigger than daddy's room in the old house but I was completely fine with that. My walls were painted a cute, subtle pink. My bed, queen-sized of course, was right in the center with a net canopy that reminded me of Isle Esme. My bed sheets were a light yellow, with my pillow cases fluffed and flower printed. My eyes flickered to the big, blue bow on what seemed like a rocking chair right next to my computer desk. My parents replaced the presence of my cousins in my doorway.
"What's this?" I asked, intrigued. Momma left daddy's side to sit cross-legged at on my bed. With her elbows on her knees and her chin resting on her palms, she answered: "It was my rocking chair when I was little. I didn't think of giving it to you until now because it slipped my mind. This, among other items, were still at your grandpa Charlie's house when your father and I got married. My mom gave it to me and so now I want you to have it." I walked over to it and gently removed the huge bow. Behind it revealed Renesmee Carlie Cullen in superscript and My Little Nudger in subscript below it and was written in smooth, perfect calligraphy.
I was so overwhelmed that I began crying.
"Oh, Momma," I said now that her arms her around me. "I love it. Thank you so much," I whispered onto her shoulder.
"You're welcome, baby girl," she replied into my hair. Just then, daddy's arms were surrounded us, too.
"My angels," he claimed with his velvet voice. It wasn't long until they left me to explore the rest of my room. I walked into my bathroom to find a huge tub in one corner and a glass-covered shower in the other. There was a toilet, but I didn't need it. In the middle was a mirror big enough to see every aspect of the bathroom staring right back at me.
When I was done basking in my big room, bathroom and all, I went out to my favorite feature: my balcony. I was right on time, too, because the sun was setting. As I watched the rainbow of colors reflecting off of the water I realized that I missed Mia. We didn't hang out together for quite a while now. Good thing I would be going back to school in a few days. I still couldn't have her come over because of the twins but I guess I could ask to go to her house more often...
My thoughts were interrupted by my mom calling me to come downstairs. I closed my sliding doors and started making my way to the voices below. I was on the top of the staircase when the smell hit me.
I ran full speed to the kitchen, where I heard him talking to my mom. It seemed as if they were having a deep conversation but I didn't care.
"JAKE!" He turned around just as quickly to open his arms. We collided and didn't let go of each other for about 5 minutes. My mom looked slightly uneasy so I reluctantly let go.
"Momma, what's wrong?" I asked, finally realizing that whatever they were talking about was clearly upsetting her. But as soon as I acknowledge her discomfort, she composed herself.
"Nothing, sweetie. Just reminded Jacob about something, that's all," she said all too quickly. Before I got too suspicious, she started making her way towards the back door.
"Your dad and I have some things to attend to. We'll see you later on tonight. Oh and say hello to Seth for me." Her eyes flickered to Jake for a few seconds and then she was gone.
"Seth's here?" I questioned, confused.
"Yeah..uhm that's why your mom and dad left. They're going to talk to Rose and Emmett."
"But why?"
As if to answer my question, Seth came into the kitchen with Emmie on his back. He leaned towards the floor so that she can get back on her feet.
"Again! Again, Seth!" she commanded joyously.
To my surprise, he adhered equally cheerful. Seeing them together like this sent waves of nostalgia through my mind. Me and Jake were exactly like this. And now look at us.
"Oh. My. GOD. He..." I was too flabbergasted too continue.
"Yeeaup. Seth imprinted on Emmie," Jake sighed.
It felt odd not coming back to the home I've always known. I've grown accustomed to the specific smells each room had, intermixing with my family's various scents. The house was still ours but just vacant. Lots of memories invisibly written all along the walls. It was depressing to move, even if it was just about 20 miles away.
I had to be careful with my thoughts; it would break my grandmother's heart if she found out my dislike towards the new house. Here I am, complaining away before seeing it myself.
I replayed and replayed particular memories at the old house while we drove closer and closer to the new destination.
Like the old one, this house was also hidden among the forest. I guess one good thing came with the house: a sweet, big balcony with an awning to shield the rain and a couple bean bag chairs for me to lay on for those nights I like to look up at the stars and sky. My room faced the south end and that meant sunsets would always be spectacular since we were pratically neck and neck with the beach.
Poppa's mercedes slowed. (We're here already?!) I asked slightly annoyed. This homesickness really stuck with me.
"Renesmee, this IS home," daddy said with a steady gaze as he twisted in the passenger seat.
"I know, I know," I muttered under my breath, knowing he heard me. I stole a peek at my mom beside me and sure enough she was looking at me with sympathetic longing. One of her hands were idle and I took it in both of mine.
(It just feels wrong leaving the house so soon when Ms. Hill was buried, basically, not too long ago.)
By this time, Poppa had driven up the winding driveway. He probably sensed something wrong because as fast as he parked, he was gone all the same time.
Momma looked to daddy. She was probably telling him something secretly for my sake. I sighed and dropped her hand, placing mine on my lap. After a minute of discussing silently, she said, "Ness, honey, I know it was a hard for you to let go of Leila but you have to remember that she wanted this. Emmie and Rommel are here with us now and that's all that matters. Because of them, we've become more complete," she paused assessing my reaction and continued, "besides, you can go back anytime you want to visit her grave. I'll even help you tend to it properly, okay? So turn that frown upside down because everyone missed you terribly."
I nodded, feeling slightly better. As if to prove my mom's last statement, Aunt Alice's face appeared plastered on my window, her expression complete excitement. To a stranger, they probably would've died from being surprised to death by her sudden welcoming.
"What's taking you guys so long?!" she asked an octave higher than usual.
"Carlisle said you were having a little family disussion but hurry and come out so you can look inside!"
My parents laughed and I couldn't help but join in at her sillyness.
Our doors opened and shut and at the same time Uncle Emmett, Aunt Rosalie, along with Emmie and Rommel came out to greet us.
The twins were as fast as lightning and their hugs were just as forceful.
"Ness! Nessie!" They exclaimed together. These two passed as small 5 year olds a mere week ago. Now they were around 7 or 8. Emmie stood beside my aunt who hugged and kissed me next. There was no denying their resemblance despite there being no biologial thread holding them together. Uncle Emmett punched daddy's shoulder and kissed my mom's cheek before throwing the both of us on his shoulder. It was nice seeing my family again. One week was too long to be separated from them.
Rommel carried our bags in with his power; his practicing was really paying off. The next to welcome us was Gramma. She practically slammed into me the second I went through the door.
"Oh sweetie how we've missed you," she cooed, "all of you. Now come here and hug your mother," she commanded playfully to my parents.
With all the welcomings done, I took in the new atmosphere. We were all standing in the living room; it was a lot roomier than the old one. The flat screen was bigger as well. I'm glad we kept the compfy white leather couches. The walls were still white, perfect by Cullen standards.
"C'mon, Ness, let's give you a tour of the house!" Emmie squealed, tugging at her brother's arm.
"Okay," I replied wholeheartedly. Everyone was so jubilant that I couldn't help but catch their happy mood, too. Each section of the house was grander than the old one. The dining room had an all-glass cabinet that displayed Gramma's finest china with the table a huge, beautiful white granite surface and color coordinating with the cabinet's black wooden frame. The kitchen had light mahagony cupboards with dark gray countertops. This kitchen looked more professional than the old one with a brand new oven and stove, all stainless steel along with the giant refrigerator. I'm sure all of this was for our grandmother, now that she had 3 grandchildren to cook for.
Once that tour was done, Emmie pulled me into the direction of a room that had double doors. Rommel was especially excited for this one because the minute it took to walk all the way inside he covered my eyes. When he let go, I was astounded to see a screen that took up a whole wall. I looked behind me to see a grinning Emmie, bouncing up and down on her seat with her brother beside her smiling in anticipation as well. This was a mini theater.
"Wow, this must've cost a lot," I observed.
The twins looked to each other and shrugged.
"Does it matter? I mean we're rich enough to own China if we wanted to," Rommel answered wiggling his eyebrows mischievously.
I laughed knowing he was right. With an aunt that can see into the future stocks and such, we were pretty wealthy.
"Next is the music room. We kept the grand piano but we also added a drumset for Rommy and a cello for me" Emmie said as we exited the theater room and entered the new and improved music room right across.
They played a little piece they practiced together. They were really talented but then again, who wouldn't expect that since they were the children of Rosalie Hale and Emmett Cullen. In fact, Rommel looked a little muscular for a 7 or 8 year old.
After spending time in the entertainment rooms, we went up the stairs to the rooms. All the art along the walls like the large, dark wooden cross hanging above Poppa's office were splattered evenly throughout the house. "Mom and dad's...Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper...Gramma's..Aunt Bella and Uncle Edward..." the twins gestured, taking turns speaking, as we passed their rooms. Emmie showed me her room next and then Rommel's.
Last was my room. It was perfect! It wasn't that much bigger than daddy's room in the old house but I was completely fine with that. My walls were painted a cute, subtle pink. My bed, queen-sized of course, was right in the center with a net canopy that reminded me of Isle Esme. My bed sheets were a light yellow, with my pillow cases fluffed and flower printed. My eyes flickered to the big, blue bow on what seemed like a rocking chair right next to my computer desk. My parents replaced the presence of my cousins in my doorway.
"What's this?" I asked, intrigued. Momma left daddy's side to sit cross-legged at on my bed. With her elbows on her knees and her chin resting on her palms, she answered: "It was my rocking chair when I was little. I didn't think of giving it to you until now because it slipped my mind. This, among other items, were still at your grandpa Charlie's house when your father and I got married. My mom gave it to me and so now I want you to have it." I walked over to it and gently removed the huge bow. Behind it revealed Renesmee Carlie Cullen in superscript and My Little Nudger in subscript below it and was written in smooth, perfect calligraphy.
I was so overwhelmed that I began crying.
"Oh, Momma," I said now that her arms her around me. "I love it. Thank you so much," I whispered onto her shoulder.
"You're welcome, baby girl," she replied into my hair. Just then, daddy's arms were surrounded us, too.
"My angels," he claimed with his velvet voice. It wasn't long until they left me to explore the rest of my room. I walked into my bathroom to find a huge tub in one corner and a glass-covered shower in the other. There was a toilet, but I didn't need it. In the middle was a mirror big enough to see every aspect of the bathroom staring right back at me.
When I was done basking in my big room, bathroom and all, I went out to my favorite feature: my balcony. I was right on time, too, because the sun was setting. As I watched the rainbow of colors reflecting off of the water I realized that I missed Mia. We didn't hang out together for quite a while now. Good thing I would be going back to school in a few days. I still couldn't have her come over because of the twins but I guess I could ask to go to her house more often...
My thoughts were interrupted by my mom calling me to come downstairs. I closed my sliding doors and started making my way to the voices below. I was on the top of the staircase when the smell hit me.
I ran full speed to the kitchen, where I heard him talking to my mom. It seemed as if they were having a deep conversation but I didn't care.
"JAKE!" He turned around just as quickly to open his arms. We collided and didn't let go of each other for about 5 minutes. My mom looked slightly uneasy so I reluctantly let go.
"Momma, what's wrong?" I asked, finally realizing that whatever they were talking about was clearly upsetting her. But as soon as I acknowledge her discomfort, she composed herself.
"Nothing, sweetie. Just reminded Jacob about something, that's all," she said all too quickly. Before I got too suspicious, she started making her way towards the back door.
"Your dad and I have some things to attend to. We'll see you later on tonight. Oh and say hello to Seth for me." Her eyes flickered to Jake for a few seconds and then she was gone.
"Seth's here?" I questioned, confused.
"Yeah..uhm that's why your mom and dad left. They're going to talk to Rose and Emmett."
"But why?"
As if to answer my question, Seth came into the kitchen with Emmie on his back. He leaned towards the floor so that she can get back on her feet.
"Again! Again, Seth!" she commanded joyously.
To my surprise, he adhered equally cheerful. Seeing them together like this sent waves of nostalgia through my mind. Me and Jake were exactly like this. And now look at us.
"Oh. My. GOD. He..." I was too flabbergasted too continue.
"Yeeaup. Seth imprinted on Emmie," Jake sighed.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
CH14: THE TRIP
Bella’s POV
We were driving off to the airport. Jacob offered to take us. I knew he was having trouble with the thought of Renesmee being so far away from him for a week. He and Nessie spent every waking moment together since I found out about the trip. I was surprised so see Edward so at peace with them together. He used to lock his jaws every time Jacob even whispered in her ear. He must’ve been as excited for another honeymoon as much as I was.
The few human memories that I had now were mostly from Isle Esme. As time flew by, these little bits and pieces disintegrated. The only thing that didn’t evaporate from my mind were the feelings I had that first night, when we were finally one, white on white, waist-deep in the calm water.
Renesmee and Jacob hugged for nearly 10 minutes. They were practically stitched together. I reminded her that we only had about an hour to get through the checkpoints and that was all it took. I didn’t want to have to physically pry them apart. He didn’t allow me to leave without saying goodbye to him either.
“Jake,” I said as he squeezed me tight. “You act as if we’re never coming back.”
“Just let me say goodbye to my best friend, okay?”
I laughed. “You’re going to help with the moving and building, right?” I asked. With the twins living with us now, there was simply not enough room for Cullen standards. Of course, Alice knew that this was coming. It was perfect timing, too, because sooner or later we were going to find another home anyways. Carlisle decided to switch hospitals as well. There was a good piece of land a little ways off from La Push, that way Nessie can still go to FJH and still be with Mia. While we’d be gone, Emmett and Jasper would team up with Esme and Alice to build and design a whole new Cullen mansion. Edward and I still preferred our quaint and perfect cottage so from time to time we could still access whenever we wanted.
“Yes, Bells, I’ll help out.” He said matter-of-factly. And then he whispered, “I’m working on that mission you sent out for me to do. Nessie’s gonna love it.” he said it low enough that Renesmee didn’t quite catch it.
I nodded and thanked him with another hug. Edward and Jacob said their farewells to each other, too.
“Have fun guys, but not too much fun. You know what happened when you guys came back from that little island of yours,” Jacob said as he was returning to the car. We all shook our head in amusement. He was always such a kidder. We all knew that it was impossible for me to get pregnant again. As much as I secretly wanted to have my little Edward, I knew that my body was completely frozen. I was thankful for Leila wanting to leave her children behind for Rosalie and Emmett. At least this way, Renesmee could somewhat have siblings, even if they’re not related to us at all.
The flight didn’t take as long as we expected. I had Edward to keep me occupied. As for our daughter, she slept quite soundly. I snuck a peek at her dreams and no doubt, it was mainly about Jacob. Apparently she was replaying her first kiss. This took me aback. I didn’t realize that they were this close. I stared at her; her face was so peaceful. I sighed and let go, giving her privacy in her dreamland. I didn’t like the fact that she was growing up so fast. It seemed like it was just yesterday when she first laughed. Now that day, I would never forget. It was hilarious seeing Emmett angry at my defeating him in an arm-wrestling match. But that was also the day when my sweet Renesmee Carlie giggled, marking that bell-like jingle into my mind. I knew that deep in my heart, having Jacob by her side made her happier than anyone else on this world, including me being with Edward. He was her will to live and I wouldn’t want it any other way. The only thing I worried about was the fact that along with their romance, we would have to tell her of my and Jake’s past.
Just then the pilot came through the PA system, announcing our arrival. At that same time, Renesmee stirred and her milk chocolate eyes looked up at me.
“Did you have a nice sleep, sweetheart?” Edward asked, weaving his fingers through her long locks.
“Mmhmm,” she hummed back. “Did I hear it right? Are we really here?”
I smiled at her excitement. She was really looking forward to the ocean. She was always coped up in Forks, never really feeling the heat of the sun.
“Yes, hon, we’re here. But we’re going to have to get there by boat first,” I answered.
“Come on, let’s get our luggage. Ness, did you really have to pack so much?” Edward remarked buoyantly.
“You know how Aunt Alice gets,” she replied equally elated.
We reached the island about an hour and half from landing. Just like the first time, Edward carried me towards the house. He was nothing if not thorough. Renesmee, on the other hand, dove right into the ocean when we were about a mile away from the shore; she had her swimsuit under her clothes before we left Forks. Once we set foot into the familiar living room, he left to retrieve our bags. I went through all the rooms trying to remember the last time I was here. The only thing that came to mind was Edward and I making love in the blue room and the room with the net canopy.
I heard him come in and I dashed to his side, needing his lips on mine. He dropped the bags and they made an audible thud. Being here a second time fueled my desire for him even more. He kissed me back with the same force as my fingers threaded through his hair. I didn’t know which room we were in and I didn’t care. I wanted him right here and right now.
We were going at it for about an hour when he suddenly stopped. I pouted and he just chuckled. And right on cue, I heard the front door open and close.
“If you guys are doing the nasty, can you stop for a bit so I can eat? I’m starving!” Renesmee said. Judging from the dripping I heard from her swimsuit, she had fun in the water. Edward has already managed to get dressed while I was still naked under the covers. This week was going to be an interesting one.
It was our second to last day on Isle Esme. Edward received a call from Carlisle the other day when we were watching a movie in the living room with Nessie. Her head was resting on my lap and I stroked her hair. He just wanted to tell us that the new house was complete and ready for us when we got back. This trip was indeed very fun and all but the three of us couldn’t deny that we missed Forks dearly. Everyone that we loved was there.
Renesmee became more and more restless as the days neared our depature. We all enjoyed going on an adventure on the island. I didn’t realize that there was a whole lot more to it. No doubt Emmett and Jasper would love the game here. Edward managed to catch a jaguar. Renesmee and I were completely content with the wild boar we found. She wasn’t used to these animals so most of the time we cooked for her.
Now we were in bed, with my head resting on his marble chest. During our stay here, the only casualties was the headboard of our bed and this time it was my fault. My grip was too strong I guess.
We spent time with Renesmee more than we did together, surprisingly. She clearly enjoyed her time here. All her time was dedicated to the water. Like us, she didn’t need to come up for oxygen. I didn’t allow her to swim too deep, just to be safe. When we arrived I didn’t expect for there to be 3 jet skis. Of course, like mother and daughter, Nessie got a thrill from the speed.
It was around dawn when Edward got up and got dressed. He handed me a lavendar sundress instead of my usual t-shirt and jeans. He was wearing something very casual as well, like this was all part of a plan. And then it struck me, today was officially our last day here and that meant it was Valentine’s Day. I threw it on immediately and made my way out to the kitchen to make breakfast for Renesmee. Before I got a chance to leave the room he was in front of me, blocking the door.
“What’re you doing?” I asked suspiciously. I swear my husband of mine was always up to something. He smiled crookedly at me and said, “I’m taking you out today. The whole day is reserved for just you and I. Nessie will be fine here. She even offered to pack our things. Although I know that girl will just spend more time in the water than pack. Anyways, if she needs us, she knows where we’re going to be because I’ve shown her the location a few days ago.”And with that, I let him take my hand and off we went to spend the entire day together.
He led me to the water; we were heading towards what seemed like the southern tip of the island. This island was bigger than I thought. It took us about an hour or two to reach his favored destination. We reached a spot where there were two huge rocks. What I didn’t see right away was the hole close to the far edge.
“Are you ready?” he asked anticipating my answer with a grin.
My eyebrows shot up. “We’re going into the hole?”
“Yes. I want to show you something. We can only get there by going in and swimming to the opening a couple ways away.”
Despite the waves crushing constantly against the rock, the water below it was very calm and peaceful. I looked to my husband and his smile never ceased. Right then and there I knew that whatever he had in store for me would be out of this world. Before I jumped in, I stole a peck on his lips.
The water was so still. It felt like satin gently rubbing against my rock hard skin. He was right next to me by the time I found the opening he was talking about. He took my hand, still in the water, and we came up for air.
I was amazed and completely stunned with my view. The crystal water reflected the hidden gems embedded the rock wall of this cave. It was incredible. The light changed the rocks into different shades of pale purple.
“Stuff like this just doesn’t exist.” I was overwhelmed.
“It does in our world.” He smiled at me and took my hand. “This isn’t even what I brought you to see.”
He took my hand and we entered the other side of the cavern and into another tunnel. After another few feet I saw the most breathtaking sight. Its ceiling was a perfect arc. It was like it’d been hand carved on purpose. Edward turned me around, put his arms around my waist.
“Look!” he said excitedly.
And I did. We were inside an even more enormous cave. Inside there was an island of jewels and rock that was surrounded by water. Stalagmites hung down from the ceiling and patterns were formed all over the walls. The water was flowing steadily down a tunnel while the light was coming through some of the holes from the top; it made an even more magnificent green. Looking at the gems and looking at Edward ignited the memory of when he told me a little about his human life. The color matched what I imagined his human eye color was.
In the center was a huge pillar of rock that was textured from centuries of being untouched but it was almost perfectly flat. We sat down and stared at each other, in awe at our surroundings. We were still wet from the swim over here and he just looked so sexy. He didn’t need to read my mind to know what I wanted to do. Part of me even considered telling him that he hadn’t needed a gem cave to get me to do this. I thought better of it and continued into our Valentine’s Day. I was too busy to do anything but keep my lips on his. Our kisses deepened quickly and our clothes were coming off practically by themselves. The flat surface was surprisingly comfortable.
I don’t actually know how along we were in the cave making love but he stopped after a long while. He got up and got dressed. Apparently there was more for us in store.
He led me out of the tunnel and turned towards the sun. It was about to set. We were on the other side the island now. He sat me down on where the forest floor met the sand and wrapped his arms around me as he leaned us back against a palm tree. The sun was turning the water and sky to a golden orange hue. Other than his breathing, there wasn’t another sound to be heard. It was absolutely serene.
My head was on his shoulder and I looked up to stare at his eyes. “It’s beautiful.”
He was already looking down at me. I’m not sure he’d looked at the sunset even once. “Yes, very beautiful.”
His lips were very close. Suddenly the sunset didn’t hold any interest for me anymore. I put my hand in his cheek and kissed him softly. This trip was filled with lots of romance and adventure. It didn’t matter where we were, though, because as long as I was with my wonderful husband and daughter, I was in paradise.
"Let's head back now. Renesmee's probably waiting to hear about our date," he said pulling us up. This time, we ran through the forest and we found the house in no time. He went inside ahead of me because I stopped to walk around the house. I was really going to miss this place. I hope it was as memorable to Renesmee as it was to me. As wonderful this vacation was ,there was no doubt that I was excited to leave and get back to our home and family.
We were driving off to the airport. Jacob offered to take us. I knew he was having trouble with the thought of Renesmee being so far away from him for a week. He and Nessie spent every waking moment together since I found out about the trip. I was surprised so see Edward so at peace with them together. He used to lock his jaws every time Jacob even whispered in her ear. He must’ve been as excited for another honeymoon as much as I was.
The few human memories that I had now were mostly from Isle Esme. As time flew by, these little bits and pieces disintegrated. The only thing that didn’t evaporate from my mind were the feelings I had that first night, when we were finally one, white on white, waist-deep in the calm water.
Renesmee and Jacob hugged for nearly 10 minutes. They were practically stitched together. I reminded her that we only had about an hour to get through the checkpoints and that was all it took. I didn’t want to have to physically pry them apart. He didn’t allow me to leave without saying goodbye to him either.
“Jake,” I said as he squeezed me tight. “You act as if we’re never coming back.”
“Just let me say goodbye to my best friend, okay?”
I laughed. “You’re going to help with the moving and building, right?” I asked. With the twins living with us now, there was simply not enough room for Cullen standards. Of course, Alice knew that this was coming. It was perfect timing, too, because sooner or later we were going to find another home anyways. Carlisle decided to switch hospitals as well. There was a good piece of land a little ways off from La Push, that way Nessie can still go to FJH and still be with Mia. While we’d be gone, Emmett and Jasper would team up with Esme and Alice to build and design a whole new Cullen mansion. Edward and I still preferred our quaint and perfect cottage so from time to time we could still access whenever we wanted.
“Yes, Bells, I’ll help out.” He said matter-of-factly. And then he whispered, “I’m working on that mission you sent out for me to do. Nessie’s gonna love it.” he said it low enough that Renesmee didn’t quite catch it.
I nodded and thanked him with another hug. Edward and Jacob said their farewells to each other, too.
“Have fun guys, but not too much fun. You know what happened when you guys came back from that little island of yours,” Jacob said as he was returning to the car. We all shook our head in amusement. He was always such a kidder. We all knew that it was impossible for me to get pregnant again. As much as I secretly wanted to have my little Edward, I knew that my body was completely frozen. I was thankful for Leila wanting to leave her children behind for Rosalie and Emmett. At least this way, Renesmee could somewhat have siblings, even if they’re not related to us at all.
The flight didn’t take as long as we expected. I had Edward to keep me occupied. As for our daughter, she slept quite soundly. I snuck a peek at her dreams and no doubt, it was mainly about Jacob. Apparently she was replaying her first kiss. This took me aback. I didn’t realize that they were this close. I stared at her; her face was so peaceful. I sighed and let go, giving her privacy in her dreamland. I didn’t like the fact that she was growing up so fast. It seemed like it was just yesterday when she first laughed. Now that day, I would never forget. It was hilarious seeing Emmett angry at my defeating him in an arm-wrestling match. But that was also the day when my sweet Renesmee Carlie giggled, marking that bell-like jingle into my mind. I knew that deep in my heart, having Jacob by her side made her happier than anyone else on this world, including me being with Edward. He was her will to live and I wouldn’t want it any other way. The only thing I worried about was the fact that along with their romance, we would have to tell her of my and Jake’s past.
Just then the pilot came through the PA system, announcing our arrival. At that same time, Renesmee stirred and her milk chocolate eyes looked up at me.
“Did you have a nice sleep, sweetheart?” Edward asked, weaving his fingers through her long locks.
“Mmhmm,” she hummed back. “Did I hear it right? Are we really here?”
I smiled at her excitement. She was really looking forward to the ocean. She was always coped up in Forks, never really feeling the heat of the sun.
“Yes, hon, we’re here. But we’re going to have to get there by boat first,” I answered.
“Come on, let’s get our luggage. Ness, did you really have to pack so much?” Edward remarked buoyantly.
“You know how Aunt Alice gets,” she replied equally elated.
We reached the island about an hour and half from landing. Just like the first time, Edward carried me towards the house. He was nothing if not thorough. Renesmee, on the other hand, dove right into the ocean when we were about a mile away from the shore; she had her swimsuit under her clothes before we left Forks. Once we set foot into the familiar living room, he left to retrieve our bags. I went through all the rooms trying to remember the last time I was here. The only thing that came to mind was Edward and I making love in the blue room and the room with the net canopy.
I heard him come in and I dashed to his side, needing his lips on mine. He dropped the bags and they made an audible thud. Being here a second time fueled my desire for him even more. He kissed me back with the same force as my fingers threaded through his hair. I didn’t know which room we were in and I didn’t care. I wanted him right here and right now.
We were going at it for about an hour when he suddenly stopped. I pouted and he just chuckled. And right on cue, I heard the front door open and close.
“If you guys are doing the nasty, can you stop for a bit so I can eat? I’m starving!” Renesmee said. Judging from the dripping I heard from her swimsuit, she had fun in the water. Edward has already managed to get dressed while I was still naked under the covers. This week was going to be an interesting one.
It was our second to last day on Isle Esme. Edward received a call from Carlisle the other day when we were watching a movie in the living room with Nessie. Her head was resting on my lap and I stroked her hair. He just wanted to tell us that the new house was complete and ready for us when we got back. This trip was indeed very fun and all but the three of us couldn’t deny that we missed Forks dearly. Everyone that we loved was there.
Renesmee became more and more restless as the days neared our depature. We all enjoyed going on an adventure on the island. I didn’t realize that there was a whole lot more to it. No doubt Emmett and Jasper would love the game here. Edward managed to catch a jaguar. Renesmee and I were completely content with the wild boar we found. She wasn’t used to these animals so most of the time we cooked for her.
Now we were in bed, with my head resting on his marble chest. During our stay here, the only casualties was the headboard of our bed and this time it was my fault. My grip was too strong I guess.
We spent time with Renesmee more than we did together, surprisingly. She clearly enjoyed her time here. All her time was dedicated to the water. Like us, she didn’t need to come up for oxygen. I didn’t allow her to swim too deep, just to be safe. When we arrived I didn’t expect for there to be 3 jet skis. Of course, like mother and daughter, Nessie got a thrill from the speed.
It was around dawn when Edward got up and got dressed. He handed me a lavendar sundress instead of my usual t-shirt and jeans. He was wearing something very casual as well, like this was all part of a plan. And then it struck me, today was officially our last day here and that meant it was Valentine’s Day. I threw it on immediately and made my way out to the kitchen to make breakfast for Renesmee. Before I got a chance to leave the room he was in front of me, blocking the door.
“What’re you doing?” I asked suspiciously. I swear my husband of mine was always up to something. He smiled crookedly at me and said, “I’m taking you out today. The whole day is reserved for just you and I. Nessie will be fine here. She even offered to pack our things. Although I know that girl will just spend more time in the water than pack. Anyways, if she needs us, she knows where we’re going to be because I’ve shown her the location a few days ago.”And with that, I let him take my hand and off we went to spend the entire day together.
He led me to the water; we were heading towards what seemed like the southern tip of the island. This island was bigger than I thought. It took us about an hour or two to reach his favored destination. We reached a spot where there were two huge rocks. What I didn’t see right away was the hole close to the far edge.
“Are you ready?” he asked anticipating my answer with a grin.
My eyebrows shot up. “We’re going into the hole?”
“Yes. I want to show you something. We can only get there by going in and swimming to the opening a couple ways away.”
Despite the waves crushing constantly against the rock, the water below it was very calm and peaceful. I looked to my husband and his smile never ceased. Right then and there I knew that whatever he had in store for me would be out of this world. Before I jumped in, I stole a peck on his lips.
The water was so still. It felt like satin gently rubbing against my rock hard skin. He was right next to me by the time I found the opening he was talking about. He took my hand, still in the water, and we came up for air.
I was amazed and completely stunned with my view. The crystal water reflected the hidden gems embedded the rock wall of this cave. It was incredible. The light changed the rocks into different shades of pale purple.
“Stuff like this just doesn’t exist.” I was overwhelmed.
“It does in our world.” He smiled at me and took my hand. “This isn’t even what I brought you to see.”
He took my hand and we entered the other side of the cavern and into another tunnel. After another few feet I saw the most breathtaking sight. Its ceiling was a perfect arc. It was like it’d been hand carved on purpose. Edward turned me around, put his arms around my waist.
“Look!” he said excitedly.
And I did. We were inside an even more enormous cave. Inside there was an island of jewels and rock that was surrounded by water. Stalagmites hung down from the ceiling and patterns were formed all over the walls. The water was flowing steadily down a tunnel while the light was coming through some of the holes from the top; it made an even more magnificent green. Looking at the gems and looking at Edward ignited the memory of when he told me a little about his human life. The color matched what I imagined his human eye color was.
In the center was a huge pillar of rock that was textured from centuries of being untouched but it was almost perfectly flat. We sat down and stared at each other, in awe at our surroundings. We were still wet from the swim over here and he just looked so sexy. He didn’t need to read my mind to know what I wanted to do. Part of me even considered telling him that he hadn’t needed a gem cave to get me to do this. I thought better of it and continued into our Valentine’s Day. I was too busy to do anything but keep my lips on his. Our kisses deepened quickly and our clothes were coming off practically by themselves. The flat surface was surprisingly comfortable.
I don’t actually know how along we were in the cave making love but he stopped after a long while. He got up and got dressed. Apparently there was more for us in store.
He led me out of the tunnel and turned towards the sun. It was about to set. We were on the other side the island now. He sat me down on where the forest floor met the sand and wrapped his arms around me as he leaned us back against a palm tree. The sun was turning the water and sky to a golden orange hue. Other than his breathing, there wasn’t another sound to be heard. It was absolutely serene.
My head was on his shoulder and I looked up to stare at his eyes. “It’s beautiful.”
He was already looking down at me. I’m not sure he’d looked at the sunset even once. “Yes, very beautiful.”
His lips were very close. Suddenly the sunset didn’t hold any interest for me anymore. I put my hand in his cheek and kissed him softly. This trip was filled with lots of romance and adventure. It didn’t matter where we were, though, because as long as I was with my wonderful husband and daughter, I was in paradise.
"Let's head back now. Renesmee's probably waiting to hear about our date," he said pulling us up. This time, we ran through the forest and we found the house in no time. He went inside ahead of me because I stopped to walk around the house. I was really going to miss this place. I hope it was as memorable to Renesmee as it was to me. As wonderful this vacation was ,there was no doubt that I was excited to leave and get back to our home and family.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
CH13: UPCOMING
Edward’s POV
I kissed my daughter’s forehead, smelling her sweet apple scent, and caught Alice’s glance.
(Everything’s all set, Edward. Tonight's going to be FUN!) she said in her head, her tone full of excitement. It was her idea after all to take Bella on a half honeymoon. The other half would be family time. I liked the idea of Nessie going out and exploring the world. Carlisle and I, as well as my other siblings, knew all too well that soon we’d have to do some exploring of the world ourselves if we don’t want to attract attention. We’ve been in Forks for a good amount of time now. I pushed these thoughts elsewhere for the meantime because I finally found what I’d been looking for.
I was upstairs now, Katy Perry’s Hot N’ Cold still audible from below, when I followed Bella’s intoxicating scent. I found her in Renesmee’s room, lying on her stomach with her legs crossing and uncrossing again and again while reading Reincarnation by Suzanne Weyn. She very well knew that I was watching her but she didn’t acknowledge my presence and I was fine with that. I was infatuated with my wife and always will. By this day, I still couldn’t fathom the fact that she was mine. Before I met her, I was incomplete. No, I was as lifeless and miserable as the bottom of the ocean filled with complete and utter darkness and nothingness. It was when I met Bella when I realized she was the reason for my existence. She was the light that brought me up from the deepest depths of my unrequited depression. Now she was mine forever.
I heard her book shut and then hands were snaking my waist. I looked down and stared into amber eyes, wishing they were milk chocolate again. I kissed her with such urgency, which could’ve harmed her if she were still human. She reacted enthused and started pulling us in the direction of the bed.
I stopped her knowing that Nessie would never forgive is if we made love on her very own bed. It was technically mine to begin with but I don’t sleep.
“Love, it’s not our room,” I breathed, lightly amused.
“Oh yeah, I guess I got too carried away,” she replied half sheepishly. Her hand clasped my neck and the kisses started again. Her shield dropped, as it usually did when we kissed so that she can communicate with me conveniently, and said: (Let’s go to the cottage.)
I couldn’t refuse, even if I had plans for us for the evening. All the adults were to have a night out, just by ourselves, and again it was all Alice’s planning. She thought dancing would be the perfect setting to tell her about the surprise honeymoon at Isle Esme for the week leading to Valentine’s Day. While we were out, the children would stay home, under the watchful eyes of Paul, Denise, and Jacob.
It was an impulse decision to use Renesmee’s balcony as an exit. We leapt, hand in hand, and landed smoothly on the ground, feeling the pressure of our fall on the balls of our feet. Dashing through the forest, we were at our cottage in no time. We slipped into our bedroom like ghosts and our night began routinely. There was simply not an ample amount of time in the day to quench our lust for one another.
3 hours past and we were still gracefully entangled together when there was a sharp knock on the window. It was Alice. I got up in a flash, threw some clothes on and opened the window. Bella frowned and covered up. Alice took one jump and the next thing I knew she hit me on the back of my head. She narrowed her eyes at me and from the sound of her thoughts she was absolutely furious. As always, I couldn’t help but be amused with her angry nonsense.
(EDWARD! I was supposed to be dressing Bella an hour ago! Don’t you want her to be positively gorgeous?!) she screamed in her head as I led her to the living room so that Bella can change.
“My wife is already magnificently beautiful, little sis,” I remarked.
“That may be true, but you and I both know she needs my expertise when it comes to fashion.”
“Well you know how oblivious we get when we’re together.”
“Geez, Edward. You two are even more crazy in love than Rosalie and Emmett sometimes.” I smirked in response while Bella returned to my side.
“So what’s up, Alice?” she asked nonchalantly.
“Just come with me and let’s get you dressed!”
“Dressed? Dressed for what?” Bella asked, her eyes going back and forth between Alice and I.
“We’re going out for some ballroom dancing! All of us!” Alice exclaimed eagerly. Bella’s gaze shifted to me. She wore a mask of a skeptic.
“You’ll see what I’m up to later,” I responded cunningly. “But for now, I’m going to hunt with Carlisle and the guys. We’ll see you ladies in about an hour.”
Before I left, I kissed both my wife and sister on the forehead. I ran deeper into the open forest and it wasn’t long until I heard Carlisle and my brothers following my lead to our prey.
It was pretty late in the night and we were still dancing. I vaguely saw Emmett and Rosalie twirling around us. I could still hear the disturbing thoughts of the men who stopped dancing with their partners to gawk at my wife, my sisters and my mother. As long as Bella and I were together, I could completely forget anything and everything. Every now and then, I would have to secretly chastise myself for displaying my fervent affection towards Bella. She was just so hauntingly perfect. Seeing her in this deep blue sequined backless long gown was drugging me. I was so intoxicated by her that I nearly forgot my reason for this night. With my hands secured around her waist, I started leading her to the balcony. For a second time, I caught Alice’s glance, as well as Carlisle’s, and they smiled in encouragement. They were all in on this surprise.
We were up in the 23rd floor of the Westin Hotel so once we were outside, you could get a little more than a glimpse of all Seattle’s nightlife, especially with our 20/20 vampire vision. We were holding hands now, as we were approaching the ornately patterned banister. This night was cloudless, which was out of the norm for any state belonging to the Pacific Northwest. Bella was admiring her view of the night sky and stars while I was enjoying mine; having her in front of me was always a sight to see.
Her back was facing me and I secured my arms around her. She nestled into me and we both stayed quiet. All that could be heard was the wind gently blowing and the music playing from inside. I kissed the top of her head and then she turned around. She was smiling at me. She took my hands and placed them on each side of her face.
“Edward, I love you so much. Every single second, minute, and hour spent with you is always better than the last. Being here, a part of your world, is the only place I want to be for the rest of my life. You and Renesmee, along with our family, has been the best thing that ever happened to me. I don’t know where I’d be without you. I don’t know why I despise surprises so much. When they’re from you, I don’t mind at all because it’s always a guarantee that it’ll be pleasant. So tell me, Edward Cullen, what do you have up your sleeve this time?”
I chuckled at her; she knew me so well. I didn’t delay it any further. I took out the envelope that I had been hiding for a couple of days now. She stared at it, probably guessing what could be inside, and then opened it. Inside held remnants of pictures of Isle Esme. I wanted to see if she remembered, since the last time we were there she was still human. She examined them one by one, very carefully, as if the answer to the puzzle was etched into the picture in extremely small letters. She got to the end of the pictures and then she held up 3 airplane tickets to Rio de Janiero. She stared back at me for quite a while and then her face lit up.
“We’re going to Isle Esme?” she asked eccentrically. I nodded and she attacked me with her hugs and kisses.
“When?! And why now? There’s nothing special coming up, I don’t think.”
I smirked and said, “It’s Valentine’s Day, love. We’re going to leave in 3 days. Renesmee and the others knew about it. It’ll be one week in paradise, just me, you and Nessie.”
“I can’t wait. My memories of the island are blurry. I can’t believe it’s been 5 years since we’ve been there. Oh, we have to take Ness around the island. You know, go swimming and sight seeing. She loves being in the water and the animals actually seem to be okay with her presence,” she said, clearly excited about the trip.
“Come on, let’s go back inside. Alice and the rest want to know your reaction,” I prompted, getting excited as well.
“Mmmkay,” she replied. But before we went back, I brought her close to me and placed my lips on hers. I intended for it to be short and sweet but she deepened our kiss. As always, I had to be the one to stop it. Thankfully, my good control almost never faltered. She pouted in dismay and I give her one small peck. She smiled and dropped her shield. (I’ll get more out of you in the next couple of days.) I laughed knowing all too well that she was stating a fact and we reentered the dance floor to our waiting family.
I kissed my daughter’s forehead, smelling her sweet apple scent, and caught Alice’s glance.
(Everything’s all set, Edward. Tonight's going to be FUN!) she said in her head, her tone full of excitement. It was her idea after all to take Bella on a half honeymoon. The other half would be family time. I liked the idea of Nessie going out and exploring the world. Carlisle and I, as well as my other siblings, knew all too well that soon we’d have to do some exploring of the world ourselves if we don’t want to attract attention. We’ve been in Forks for a good amount of time now. I pushed these thoughts elsewhere for the meantime because I finally found what I’d been looking for.
I was upstairs now, Katy Perry’s Hot N’ Cold still audible from below, when I followed Bella’s intoxicating scent. I found her in Renesmee’s room, lying on her stomach with her legs crossing and uncrossing again and again while reading Reincarnation by Suzanne Weyn. She very well knew that I was watching her but she didn’t acknowledge my presence and I was fine with that. I was infatuated with my wife and always will. By this day, I still couldn’t fathom the fact that she was mine. Before I met her, I was incomplete. No, I was as lifeless and miserable as the bottom of the ocean filled with complete and utter darkness and nothingness. It was when I met Bella when I realized she was the reason for my existence. She was the light that brought me up from the deepest depths of my unrequited depression. Now she was mine forever.
I heard her book shut and then hands were snaking my waist. I looked down and stared into amber eyes, wishing they were milk chocolate again. I kissed her with such urgency, which could’ve harmed her if she were still human. She reacted enthused and started pulling us in the direction of the bed.
I stopped her knowing that Nessie would never forgive is if we made love on her very own bed. It was technically mine to begin with but I don’t sleep.
“Love, it’s not our room,” I breathed, lightly amused.
“Oh yeah, I guess I got too carried away,” she replied half sheepishly. Her hand clasped my neck and the kisses started again. Her shield dropped, as it usually did when we kissed so that she can communicate with me conveniently, and said: (Let’s go to the cottage.)
I couldn’t refuse, even if I had plans for us for the evening. All the adults were to have a night out, just by ourselves, and again it was all Alice’s planning. She thought dancing would be the perfect setting to tell her about the surprise honeymoon at Isle Esme for the week leading to Valentine’s Day. While we were out, the children would stay home, under the watchful eyes of Paul, Denise, and Jacob.
It was an impulse decision to use Renesmee’s balcony as an exit. We leapt, hand in hand, and landed smoothly on the ground, feeling the pressure of our fall on the balls of our feet. Dashing through the forest, we were at our cottage in no time. We slipped into our bedroom like ghosts and our night began routinely. There was simply not an ample amount of time in the day to quench our lust for one another.
3 hours past and we were still gracefully entangled together when there was a sharp knock on the window. It was Alice. I got up in a flash, threw some clothes on and opened the window. Bella frowned and covered up. Alice took one jump and the next thing I knew she hit me on the back of my head. She narrowed her eyes at me and from the sound of her thoughts she was absolutely furious. As always, I couldn’t help but be amused with her angry nonsense.
(EDWARD! I was supposed to be dressing Bella an hour ago! Don’t you want her to be positively gorgeous?!) she screamed in her head as I led her to the living room so that Bella can change.
“My wife is already magnificently beautiful, little sis,” I remarked.
“That may be true, but you and I both know she needs my expertise when it comes to fashion.”
“Well you know how oblivious we get when we’re together.”
“Geez, Edward. You two are even more crazy in love than Rosalie and Emmett sometimes.” I smirked in response while Bella returned to my side.
“So what’s up, Alice?” she asked nonchalantly.
“Just come with me and let’s get you dressed!”
“Dressed? Dressed for what?” Bella asked, her eyes going back and forth between Alice and I.
“We’re going out for some ballroom dancing! All of us!” Alice exclaimed eagerly. Bella’s gaze shifted to me. She wore a mask of a skeptic.
“You’ll see what I’m up to later,” I responded cunningly. “But for now, I’m going to hunt with Carlisle and the guys. We’ll see you ladies in about an hour.”
Before I left, I kissed both my wife and sister on the forehead. I ran deeper into the open forest and it wasn’t long until I heard Carlisle and my brothers following my lead to our prey.
It was pretty late in the night and we were still dancing. I vaguely saw Emmett and Rosalie twirling around us. I could still hear the disturbing thoughts of the men who stopped dancing with their partners to gawk at my wife, my sisters and my mother. As long as Bella and I were together, I could completely forget anything and everything. Every now and then, I would have to secretly chastise myself for displaying my fervent affection towards Bella. She was just so hauntingly perfect. Seeing her in this deep blue sequined backless long gown was drugging me. I was so intoxicated by her that I nearly forgot my reason for this night. With my hands secured around her waist, I started leading her to the balcony. For a second time, I caught Alice’s glance, as well as Carlisle’s, and they smiled in encouragement. They were all in on this surprise.
We were up in the 23rd floor of the Westin Hotel so once we were outside, you could get a little more than a glimpse of all Seattle’s nightlife, especially with our 20/20 vampire vision. We were holding hands now, as we were approaching the ornately patterned banister. This night was cloudless, which was out of the norm for any state belonging to the Pacific Northwest. Bella was admiring her view of the night sky and stars while I was enjoying mine; having her in front of me was always a sight to see.
Her back was facing me and I secured my arms around her. She nestled into me and we both stayed quiet. All that could be heard was the wind gently blowing and the music playing from inside. I kissed the top of her head and then she turned around. She was smiling at me. She took my hands and placed them on each side of her face.
“Edward, I love you so much. Every single second, minute, and hour spent with you is always better than the last. Being here, a part of your world, is the only place I want to be for the rest of my life. You and Renesmee, along with our family, has been the best thing that ever happened to me. I don’t know where I’d be without you. I don’t know why I despise surprises so much. When they’re from you, I don’t mind at all because it’s always a guarantee that it’ll be pleasant. So tell me, Edward Cullen, what do you have up your sleeve this time?”
I chuckled at her; she knew me so well. I didn’t delay it any further. I took out the envelope that I had been hiding for a couple of days now. She stared at it, probably guessing what could be inside, and then opened it. Inside held remnants of pictures of Isle Esme. I wanted to see if she remembered, since the last time we were there she was still human. She examined them one by one, very carefully, as if the answer to the puzzle was etched into the picture in extremely small letters. She got to the end of the pictures and then she held up 3 airplane tickets to Rio de Janiero. She stared back at me for quite a while and then her face lit up.
“We’re going to Isle Esme?” she asked eccentrically. I nodded and she attacked me with her hugs and kisses.
“When?! And why now? There’s nothing special coming up, I don’t think.”
I smirked and said, “It’s Valentine’s Day, love. We’re going to leave in 3 days. Renesmee and the others knew about it. It’ll be one week in paradise, just me, you and Nessie.”
“I can’t wait. My memories of the island are blurry. I can’t believe it’s been 5 years since we’ve been there. Oh, we have to take Ness around the island. You know, go swimming and sight seeing. She loves being in the water and the animals actually seem to be okay with her presence,” she said, clearly excited about the trip.
“Come on, let’s go back inside. Alice and the rest want to know your reaction,” I prompted, getting excited as well.
“Mmmkay,” she replied. But before we went back, I brought her close to me and placed my lips on hers. I intended for it to be short and sweet but she deepened our kiss. As always, I had to be the one to stop it. Thankfully, my good control almost never faltered. She pouted in dismay and I give her one small peck. She smiled and dropped her shield. (I’ll get more out of you in the next couple of days.) I laughed knowing all too well that she was stating a fact and we reentered the dance floor to our waiting family.
Sunday, February 20, 2011
CH12: GIFTED
Two rapid heartbeats replaced my teacher’s. It turned out that her heart was minutely beauty. “Where’s…where’s Renesmee?” I heard her ask weakly.
This time my aunt didn’t stop me. I went into the room hesitantly with tears already streaming down my face. Momma and Poppa were busy handling the twins with Aunt Rosalie while daddy and Uncle Emmett were attending to Ms. Hill.
“Ness,” she said reaching out for me. My uncle had covered her up already.
“Look at for them, okay?” she breathed before permanently closing her eyes.
“I will,” I whispered back a little too late. My dad covered her up thoroughly. He took me into his arms and I let my sorrow flow out of me. She didn’t deserve this. Zachary should be the one dead. The only thing that I could do now was to keep my promise: watch out for my cousins and for them to never see their biological father.
“It’s okay, baby girl. Leila’s in a better place now,” daddy advocated gently. “Now go on and meet Rommel and Emmie.”
I nodded and wiped my tears away. I’d have to put a brave front now, for my beloved teacher and family. It wasn’t hard to do, thankfully, because as I turned around to head downstairs to approach Aunt Rose and Uncle Emmett, they were glowing with pure mirthfulness. I couldn’t help but gravitate towards their radiating happiness.
“Hey squirt,” Uncle Emmett called to me while cradling one of the twins. Everyone had gathered around the living room.
“Come and meet Emmie,” he said. “And Rommel,” Aunt Rose added.
I let out the biggest grin when I saw two pairs of those familiar tantalizing gray eyes. Maybe Ms. Hill wasn’t completely gone after all. I was handed baby Rommel first and then baby Emmie. Aunt Alice took lots and lots of pictures. As I held them in my arms, Rommel drifted to sleep while Emmie looked to me confusingly. Within those 4 short hours, they grew just subtly. I kissed Emmie’s cute, little nose before Uncle Emmett took her to their room where Rommel was already with my aunt. Even with the early labor, the room was done in no time. Baby blue checkered sheets covered Rommel’s bed while light pink flowered sheets covered Emmie’s.
I yawned involuntarily and Momma was beside me in an instant. She smiled her dazzling smile and stroked my cheek.
“Why don’t you sleep at the cottage for a while?” she asked while everyone else began to disperse throughout the house.
“You haven’t slept thee for ages and change is good for a new year.”
I smiled right back and touched her neck. (Can we go hunting tomorrow before we come back here?)
“We can all go,” daddy said appearing from upstairs.
“But for now, you should get some rest. You’ve had quite a night,” he added, gesturing to my bracelet. I hid my hands behind my back, bit my lip while the blood rushed to my cheeks. My mom chuckled. I dashed out of the main entrance before they could say anything else on the matter.Rommel and Emmie grew quickly. They were twins, all right. The only thing they didn’t share was the shade of their hair; Rommel had the exact color as Ms. Hill’s while Emmie’s had a more sandier tone. Like their biological mother, they, too, were absolutely gorgeous.
I came in though the kitchen door surprised to see a 3-month-old looking Rommel crawling on the floor with only his underwear on. I flitted to him and picked him up in one swift movement.
“Good morning, baby boy,” I greeted him, kissing both of his cheeks. His giggle rang throughout the house.
“There you are, you naughty little rugrat!” Aunt Alice chimed, flailing a striped dark and light blue onesie. Now I know why he was crawling away. My petite, little aunt had been playing dress with the twins practically ever since they were born. Of course, Emmie didn’t mind as much but Rommel avoided it when he could.
“Now c’mere, mister, your momma wants to take more pictures of you and your sister,” she urged enthusiastically, clapping her hands as to show him she was harmless.
I was still carrying him when his face scrunched up in concentration. At the same time, the striped onesie flew out of Aunt Alice’s grasp and it stayed there in mid air. Our eyes widened in astonishment.
“Carlisle!” she called. Everyone must’ve heard the urgency in her voice because in seconds, they came filing into our wide kitchen.
“What happened, Alice?” Poppa asked.
Rommel started waving his arm like a music conductor and his piece of clothing swayed in the same motion, still hanging mid air.
“Looks like this little rascal’s got a power after all,” Uncle Jasper said crossing his am in approval.
“But when Nessie was born, her gift showed right away,” Aunt Rose said carrying a giggly Emmie. She looked too adorable with her dark and light pink onesie.
“Heck yeah! My son’s got a gift! This is the coolest one I’ve seen so far!” Uncle Emmett exclaimed making funny faces at Rommel before I brought him his son.
“Hmmm,” Poppa hummed while pacing the tiled floor. “If Rommel has a gift, Emmie should very well have one, too.”
“That’s an interesting theory, Carlisle,” daddy said reaching out for Emmie who willingly welcomed his open arms.
“What theory?” Aunt Alice asked. I took a seat on one of the stools from the island counter, knowing that things were turning in an exciting direction.
“Well Carlisle thinks that their powers work similarly like Jane and Alec,” daddy answered, completely intrigued. “She may have the ability to do the opposite of her brother.”
“So if my son has the ability to move and control objects,” Aunt Rose said carefully, piecing things together. “Then Emmie can stop movement?” Uncle Emmett finished.
“We should test it,” I offered, swinging my legs back and forth. Daddy nodded, placing baby Emmie on the counter while my uncle placed baby Rommel right next to her.
“Rommel, do you think you can try and move something again?”
Even with the twins being a week old, they understood better than any 4 year old can possibly could. Again, his cute little face scrunched up in concentration. In a second, one of the cabinet doors flew open and the chocolate chip cookie jar began floating towards him. He opened it with his mind and out came 2 cookies. He gave the other one to his baby sister. They both giggled and so did we. They chewed it happily while their parents applauded proudly.
“Okay, Emmie,” Momma prompted, “now it’s your turn. Why don’t you try and stop the clock?”
She obeyed and the clock’s hand stopped. This proved Poppa’s theory. Uncle Emmett picked them both up and said, “You two are incredible.”
“They are, indeed,” Gramma agreed. “All of my grand babies are,” she added kissing all of our cheeks.
Poppa said, “Just like Jane and Alec. While Jane can nearly make anyone feel the most excruciating pain, Alec can numb the senses altogether, their powers completely opposite of each other. The same goes for all immortal twins, I suppose.”
“Of course, over time their gifts should become more powerful. Who knows, they’ll probably be able to control our movements one day,” Uncle Jasper observed.
“Well in that case,” Momma joined in, “We’ll teach them to use it for good.”
The twins were clinging onto their father tightly when Emmie exclaimed, “Good! Good!”
I smiled. Like me, as they grew, their knowledge did as well. In no time, they would start walking and talking. It’ll take a while for them to start school, unfortunately. It’s a good thing they had each other to play with; they wouldn’t get bored.
You’d think that I would get jealous with all the attention they were getting but on the contrary, I was relieved. Having them here made our family more complete. I didn’t feel as alone now. It was sort of even nice knowing that I had responsibilities and obligations now, too. I’m still furiously maddened at the fact that Zachary was still out there, somewhere, repeating the same misfortune onto a beautiful woman like Ms. Hill. One day I would avenge her.
This time my aunt didn’t stop me. I went into the room hesitantly with tears already streaming down my face. Momma and Poppa were busy handling the twins with Aunt Rosalie while daddy and Uncle Emmett were attending to Ms. Hill.
“Ness,” she said reaching out for me. My uncle had covered her up already.
“Look at for them, okay?” she breathed before permanently closing her eyes.
“I will,” I whispered back a little too late. My dad covered her up thoroughly. He took me into his arms and I let my sorrow flow out of me. She didn’t deserve this. Zachary should be the one dead. The only thing that I could do now was to keep my promise: watch out for my cousins and for them to never see their biological father.
“It’s okay, baby girl. Leila’s in a better place now,” daddy advocated gently. “Now go on and meet Rommel and Emmie.”
I nodded and wiped my tears away. I’d have to put a brave front now, for my beloved teacher and family. It wasn’t hard to do, thankfully, because as I turned around to head downstairs to approach Aunt Rose and Uncle Emmett, they were glowing with pure mirthfulness. I couldn’t help but gravitate towards their radiating happiness.
“Hey squirt,” Uncle Emmett called to me while cradling one of the twins. Everyone had gathered around the living room.
“Come and meet Emmie,” he said. “And Rommel,” Aunt Rose added.
I let out the biggest grin when I saw two pairs of those familiar tantalizing gray eyes. Maybe Ms. Hill wasn’t completely gone after all. I was handed baby Rommel first and then baby Emmie. Aunt Alice took lots and lots of pictures. As I held them in my arms, Rommel drifted to sleep while Emmie looked to me confusingly. Within those 4 short hours, they grew just subtly. I kissed Emmie’s cute, little nose before Uncle Emmett took her to their room where Rommel was already with my aunt. Even with the early labor, the room was done in no time. Baby blue checkered sheets covered Rommel’s bed while light pink flowered sheets covered Emmie’s.
I yawned involuntarily and Momma was beside me in an instant. She smiled her dazzling smile and stroked my cheek.
“Why don’t you sleep at the cottage for a while?” she asked while everyone else began to disperse throughout the house.
“You haven’t slept thee for ages and change is good for a new year.”
I smiled right back and touched her neck. (Can we go hunting tomorrow before we come back here?)
“We can all go,” daddy said appearing from upstairs.
“But for now, you should get some rest. You’ve had quite a night,” he added, gesturing to my bracelet. I hid my hands behind my back, bit my lip while the blood rushed to my cheeks. My mom chuckled. I dashed out of the main entrance before they could say anything else on the matter.Rommel and Emmie grew quickly. They were twins, all right. The only thing they didn’t share was the shade of their hair; Rommel had the exact color as Ms. Hill’s while Emmie’s had a more sandier tone. Like their biological mother, they, too, were absolutely gorgeous.
I came in though the kitchen door surprised to see a 3-month-old looking Rommel crawling on the floor with only his underwear on. I flitted to him and picked him up in one swift movement.
“Good morning, baby boy,” I greeted him, kissing both of his cheeks. His giggle rang throughout the house.
“There you are, you naughty little rugrat!” Aunt Alice chimed, flailing a striped dark and light blue onesie. Now I know why he was crawling away. My petite, little aunt had been playing dress with the twins practically ever since they were born. Of course, Emmie didn’t mind as much but Rommel avoided it when he could.
“Now c’mere, mister, your momma wants to take more pictures of you and your sister,” she urged enthusiastically, clapping her hands as to show him she was harmless.
I was still carrying him when his face scrunched up in concentration. At the same time, the striped onesie flew out of Aunt Alice’s grasp and it stayed there in mid air. Our eyes widened in astonishment.
“Carlisle!” she called. Everyone must’ve heard the urgency in her voice because in seconds, they came filing into our wide kitchen.
“What happened, Alice?” Poppa asked.
Rommel started waving his arm like a music conductor and his piece of clothing swayed in the same motion, still hanging mid air.
“Looks like this little rascal’s got a power after all,” Uncle Jasper said crossing his am in approval.
“But when Nessie was born, her gift showed right away,” Aunt Rose said carrying a giggly Emmie. She looked too adorable with her dark and light pink onesie.
“Heck yeah! My son’s got a gift! This is the coolest one I’ve seen so far!” Uncle Emmett exclaimed making funny faces at Rommel before I brought him his son.
“Hmmm,” Poppa hummed while pacing the tiled floor. “If Rommel has a gift, Emmie should very well have one, too.”
“That’s an interesting theory, Carlisle,” daddy said reaching out for Emmie who willingly welcomed his open arms.
“What theory?” Aunt Alice asked. I took a seat on one of the stools from the island counter, knowing that things were turning in an exciting direction.
“Well Carlisle thinks that their powers work similarly like Jane and Alec,” daddy answered, completely intrigued. “She may have the ability to do the opposite of her brother.”
“So if my son has the ability to move and control objects,” Aunt Rose said carefully, piecing things together. “Then Emmie can stop movement?” Uncle Emmett finished.
“We should test it,” I offered, swinging my legs back and forth. Daddy nodded, placing baby Emmie on the counter while my uncle placed baby Rommel right next to her.
“Rommel, do you think you can try and move something again?”
Even with the twins being a week old, they understood better than any 4 year old can possibly could. Again, his cute little face scrunched up in concentration. In a second, one of the cabinet doors flew open and the chocolate chip cookie jar began floating towards him. He opened it with his mind and out came 2 cookies. He gave the other one to his baby sister. They both giggled and so did we. They chewed it happily while their parents applauded proudly.
“Okay, Emmie,” Momma prompted, “now it’s your turn. Why don’t you try and stop the clock?”
She obeyed and the clock’s hand stopped. This proved Poppa’s theory. Uncle Emmett picked them both up and said, “You two are incredible.”
“They are, indeed,” Gramma agreed. “All of my grand babies are,” she added kissing all of our cheeks.
Poppa said, “Just like Jane and Alec. While Jane can nearly make anyone feel the most excruciating pain, Alec can numb the senses altogether, their powers completely opposite of each other. The same goes for all immortal twins, I suppose.”
“Of course, over time their gifts should become more powerful. Who knows, they’ll probably be able to control our movements one day,” Uncle Jasper observed.
“Well in that case,” Momma joined in, “We’ll teach them to use it for good.”
The twins were clinging onto their father tightly when Emmie exclaimed, “Good! Good!”
I smiled. Like me, as they grew, their knowledge did as well. In no time, they would start walking and talking. It’ll take a while for them to start school, unfortunately. It’s a good thing they had each other to play with; they wouldn’t get bored.
You’d think that I would get jealous with all the attention they were getting but on the contrary, I was relieved. Having them here made our family more complete. I didn’t feel as alone now. It was sort of even nice knowing that I had responsibilities and obligations now, too. I’m still furiously maddened at the fact that Zachary was still out there, somewhere, repeating the same misfortune onto a beautiful woman like Ms. Hill. One day I would avenge her.
CH11: THE UNTHINKABLE
RENESMEE’S POV
We ushered here in immediately. All of the females surrounded her, trying to comfort her. She wasn’t crying as much and I could only guess that it was Uncle Jasper’s doing.
“Tell us what happened,” Aunt Rose urged sympathetically, rubbing Ms. Hill’s shoulders. We were all seated at the dining room table.
“He said he didn’t want me anymore. He said he loved me but it turned out he was just bored when he found me and couldn’t resist. Now, I was no use to him,” she said covering her face. I hated Zachary for doing this to Ms. Hill. One day, he’d pay for what he’d done to her. It seemed like Aunt Rose read my mind when she suddenly declared, “Zachary won’t get away with this. If he ever comes back, we’ll rip him apart and burn him to hell.” Ms.Hill finally looked up from her hands and said, “I don’t want him to see my baby.” I’d never seen her so mad before. Poppa nodded and added, “Don’t worry, Leila, we won’t let any harm come your way. We suggest that you stay here with us so that we can monitor your progress.” She was quiet while she thought over the offer. “Okay, I’ll stay,” she finally said.“Good. We should also let you know that this pregnancy is very different. The fetus will grow quite rapidly and instead of carrying it for 9 months, you’ll most likely do so for about 1 month” my dad said. “Okay,” she replied and continued with a question, “will my baby be like Renesmee?”
“Yes, it will be half vampire and half human.” Daddy also answered her silent question. “We won’t know if your baby has powers until he or she is born and something out of the ordinary happens.” I was quiet the whole time. I was too stunned and hurt to see that someone as wonderful as Ms. Hill was taken advantage of like this. I did wonder, however, if she wished to be turned, just how my mom did when I was born. My dad flinched and my mom noticed. “What’s wrong, Edward?” Momma asked. My father was apprehensive as to whether or not he should actually ask my teacher my question but he did anyway.
“Nessie’s asking if you wish to be turned, just like Bella had done after giving birth."
Her expression was disturbed when she replied, “I don’t want to become like you.” My face dropped when she said this. She quickly explained herself. “I mean I don’t want to be the same monster as Zachary. Just like I said earlier, I don’ want him to see my child or me for that matter.”
“In that case, you should know that the baby you’re carrying will literally rip you apart. Trust me, I should know,” my mom said.
“I understand,” was Ms. Hill’s response. Even without Zachary coming, we still ate dinner. Ms. Hill was a lot calmer now. She was at the house for just about 4 hours but her stomach grew in just that short time. Maybe she didn’t have to wait for a month after all. As I thought of this, it became clear that in that same time she would die. She had left with Aunt Rosalie to pack some of her belongings since she would be living here for the time being. She lived by herself; her parents lived in Chicago and her siblings lead their own lives with their families. We had a guest room right next to the music room. Gramma was busy tidying it up for Ms. Hill. I offered to help.
“Sure, sweetheart,” my grandmother said. “Here, you can change the bed sheets and put these lilac pillow cases. After you’ve done that, puff them like this,” she instructed me.
In about an hour, Uncle Emmett had come in, carrying Ms. Hill with Aunt Rosalie carrying her luggages. I panicked and dashed straight to my uncle.
“What happened? Is she hurt? What do we do?” I asked at super vampire speed.
“Relax,” Aunt Rosalie said putting her things away while my uncle placed her gently in the center of the bed. “She fell asleep on the ride back. I didn’t want to wake her so we carried her in. She’s gone through so much in one day,” Aunt Rose added shaking her head slightly in dismay. She tucked Ms. Hill in and we quietly left the room.
2 WEEKS LATER
A couple weeks past and Ms. Hill’s stomach grew significantly. It if were a normal pregnancy, it would’ve been her 8th month because that’s how big she looked. I was getting worried and I wasn’t the only one.
“The baby is growing at such a fast pace. With Renesmee it was only about the beginning of the 4th week when Bella looked like this,” Poppa said shaking his head in disbelief. Ms. Hill was sleeping soundly in the recliner in the living room with Aunt Rose seated crossed legged at the foot. She’d been at her side since Daddy announced she was pregnant. Momma told me Aunt Rose was the same when she was pregnant with me. Do you think the fetus is in danger, Carlisle? Or maybe there’s some other complication?” Aunt Rose asked gently rubbing the growing bump.“I can’t really say,” Poppa replied, “like with Renesmee, I can’t properly monitor the fetus. Getting an ultrasound would be no use; we won’t be able to see anything.” I was sitting cross legged, too, on the other side of the recliner with both hands on my chin. My brow creased in worry. I knew how everyone felt now when I was in my mom’s stomach. I was literally tearing her apart. It’s no different now with Ms. Hill’s baby. I knew that even in this stage, the fetus could hear what’s going on, because I knew I did. I hope that if we ask for it to not move around as much so that it wouldn’t hurt her, it would obey. Just then, Ms. Hill suddenly sat up from the recliner. Her expression was full of pain and then there was crack. She gasped loudly and then began crying.
Aunt Rose and I surrounded her. “Leila!” she exclaimed.
Daddy carried her upstairs to Poppa’s office. Her breathing sped. “Her spine cracked slightly. I’m going to give her some morphine to ease the pain and heal the fracture,” Poppa said. He injected her and her breathing gradually went back to normal. Momma came in with Uncle Jasper.
"Jazz, help her, please." He nodded and Ms. Hill smiled."This was what? The 6th time this little kicker broke my spine?” None of us responded.This was also why we were worried so much. This happened more than enough times over a course of a few days. This baby was a lot stronger than I ever was. After about an hour, Ms. Hill was back downstairs. She and Aunt Rose were watching Full House on DVD. It was Ms. Hill’s favorite show. My aunt was feeding her lasagna. As I was watching them from the dining room table, eating some dinner myself, an idea popped into my head. Before I got a chance to say what was on my mind, daddy had already gotten the blood out of the refrigerator. He poured it in a red plastic party cup and placed a white straw into it.
“Love, I think you should be the one to do it.” My mom nodded. We both walked over to the living room. Ms. Hill was so worn out. There were dark circles under her eyes and even with us feeding her nearly every 2-3 hours, she still looked malnourished. The smell of the blood diverted her attention from Danny Tanner and Uncle Jesse. Her eyes we so full of hunger.
“Leila, I think it’s time we did something different,” my mom started. “This may seem repulsive to you but it’ll help keep the baby healthy and make you feel so much better.” She replied with a quick nod and eagerly reached out for the cup of blood. She took one sip and in 15 seconds it was gone. Her condition improved dramatically. She had so much energy now but just to be safe we still had her in the recliner. Uncle Jasper came in with my aunt. He was absolutely beaming from the happy aura Ms. Hill was emanating. I guess the baby was happy, too. Everyone gathered toward the white leather couches. Daddy came over and placed me on his lap with Momma on his side.
“Leila, you’re glowing with joy,” Gramma said with utmost affection in her voice. Ms. Hill thanked her with her flawless smile. Even with this tough pregnancy, she was still really beautiful.
“I’m glad all of you are here,” Ms. Hill said finishing her second cup of blood. I felt daddy move slightly and I looked to see him smiling towards Uncle Emmett and Aunt Rosalie.
“Originally, I wanted the baby to go to Edward and Bella because they were the ones experienced in raising a hybrid, but I’ve done some thinking and I’m confident in giving my baby to Rose and Em instead." If my aunt could cry, she could’ve filled a million rivers. Uncle Emmett looked a bit emotional, too, because Uncle Jasper had to calm him down as well.
“Leila,” Aunt Rose whispered, “you have no idea how much this means to us.” Tears were streaming down Ms. Hill’s tantalizing gray eyes.
“I know that my baby will be better off with this family. He or she would be so loved.” She turned to my parents and I and said, "No offense, you two, but Rose did tell me her story and how much she wanted to adopt.” Momma shook her head. “Edward and I are perfectly happy with out little nudger,” she said kissing my nose. I smiled and nodded. “I’ll still treat your baby like he or she is my little sibling,” I added.
“Thank you,” Ms. Hill replied.
“So what are you going to name the baby if it’s a girl?” Gramma asked her.
“Well that’s completely up to Rose and Emmett now,” she answered, looking to my aunt and uncle cuddling on the love seat.
“If it’s a girl,” Aunt Rose said, “we’ll name her Emmie; a combination of my name and Emmett’s.”
“That’s perfect,” Ms. Hill said.
Uncle Jasper asked, "And if it’s a boy?”
“I got it!” Uncle Emmett exclaimed. “Emmett Junior.”
I snorted. “Really?” At that same time, Aunt Rose poked him in the ribs.“Babe, that’s not what we talked about,” she scolded him“If it’s a boy, then he’ll be Rommel, another combination of our names.” I grinned. “Much better and WAY more clever than Emmett Junior.
We all laughed. A minute later, Ms. Hill winced. “The baby’s kicking an awful lot.” Aunt Alice got up to get another cup of blood but her gaze altered and she collapsed back down. It was clear she was having a vision.
“Alice, what do you see?” Poppa asked. I looked to daddy for an answer in his expression, whether it was good or bad. His face was just as bewildered as Aunt Alice’s. She was back in the present a few seconds later. She and Daddy were totally speechless.
“It looks like you’ll be needing both of those names,” she said slowly.
Everyone, besides daddy and Aunt Alice, was utterly confused. It took me a full 2 minutes to decipher her vision. I shot up from my dad’s lap and I jumped up and down in thrill.
“Ms. Hill is having twins! Baby Emmie and Baby Rommel! TWINS!” I proclaimed. Gramma had her hand on her heart. Uncle Emmett was completely frozen on his seat. Poppa congratulated my aunt and my teacher.“Wait,” Momma said, confused beside daddy. “Alice, how on Earth did you see that? Your power is based on the decisions people make.” My aunt shrugged and said, “well apparently SOMEONE decided.” To further support her premonition, daddy said, “she’s right. I can hear their thoughts now.” He paused but continued, “I think it’s Emmie asking for more blood.” This time Aunt Alice was successful at retrieving some blood.“No wonder my spine keeps getting damaged,” Ms. Hill said sipping her cup of blood happily Poppa was pacing. “This makes a lot more sense now. Your stomach grew significantly these past weeks because you’re carrying twins. A lot more sense.” My grandfather was talking to himself now.
“This means the babies will be coming a lot sooner than anticipated,” daddy said looking to Ms. Hill. I was ecstatic that I was going to have 2 younger siblings that I had completely forgotten that it also meant Ms. Hill was just going to be in more pain and eventually she’ll be gone.
This finally sunk in and the atmosphere immediately shifted from excitement to sullen. And to think that in a couple of days it’ll be a new year.
“I’m willing to make that sacrifice,” Ms. Hill said breaking the silence. “Em and Rose deserve to have their wish granted and my babies would be neglected if they went to Zachary. This is my fate and I’m accepting it.”
Poppa nodded and patted her stomach. “We’ll do everything we can to make this a lot easier for you.”
I walked over to the recliner and did the same. “Yeah, and you two need to go easy on your mommy here. Don’t kick too much, okay?” Ms. Hill smiled weakly and then her eyes fluttered shut. The next thing I knew she was snoring softly.
The next couple of days zoomed by. Aunt Rose and Uncle Emmett didn’t leave Ms. Hill’s side. This was because she grew weaker and weaker by the hour. I had a feeling that we were going to ring in the new year with 2 new Cullen members.
We were prepared. Ms. Hill was in the hospital bed located in Poppa’s office. She was attached to an IV that dripped morphine. We even gave her some sleep medicine so that she wouldn’t feel the pain so much either.
Gramma and Aunt Alice went straight to work on the guest room, which was Ms. Hill’s room, for the twins. It was big enough to add a king size bed for Rommel and the queen sized bed would be Emmie’s.
I was so preoccupied with all the baby commotion that when Jacob came by to visit I totally forgot that not too long ago we said we loved each other. It took all of my strength NOT to run to him and kiss him.
Instead of running over here, he had taken his new Black Mercedes Guardian that was given to him on Christmas from my parents.
“Jake, what are you doing here?” I asked after our hug.“I just wanted to drop by and congratulate the parents-to- be. And…to give you this,” he replied, jiggling a charm bracelet with hearts, stars, a crescent moon, and a wooden wolf.
I gasped and took it out of his hand. He smirked and his hands snaked around my waist, bringing me closer to him I was mesmerized. The hearts and stars were carved from opal and pink tourmaline. The moon was quartz but my favorite was the wooden wolf. When I was done looking at it, he secured it around my left wrist and it fit perfectly. I smiled and coiled my hands around his neck. We stared into each others eyes nearly all night.
"Sorry we couldn't spend Christmas together," I said he turned me around so that he was hugging me from behind. "S'okay, babe, I know that things have been a little chaotic lately," he said with his chin resing on the top of my head. I laughed a little and said, "got that right. It's so exiting that Aunt Rose and Uncle Emmett are finally going go have kids of their own even if they're adopted. But I'm going to really miss Ms. Hill."
He hugged me tighter but it was too late for the tears. "If only she'd agree to being changed..." I whispered. To lighten up the mood, Jacob said, "not everyone wants to be a bloodsucker, Ness." I escaped from his hold but not without nudging him in his ribs. I wiped my tears away and crossed my arms. My eyes were fixed on the starry New Years Eve night. "Ness, you know that I didn't mean that. I was just trying to cheer you up."
I reluctantly sighed and went back to his open arms. (I know you didn't. It's just hard to let her go because she's my favorite person.)
He looked offended that it was uber hilarious.
"I thought I was your favorite person," he whined with a pout.
"Mia will ALWAYS be my bestfriend and Ms. Hill will always be my favorite person. Now you...you'll always be mine and I'll always be yours."
"Okay, fine, I'll settle for that."
I chuckled at his sillyness. We stayed quiet, enjoying each others company, for a good portion of the night. He fidgetted after a while to check his cellphone. "Expecting a call? I asked playfully with an eyebrow shooting up. "No, not really. Just checking the time."
"What for? Does Sam need-"
Before I could finish my question, his hands found my waist bringing me closer to him. In 2 seconds, our lips touched and I found my fingers tangled in his hair. This kiss was totally unexpected and a complete surprise but I wouldn't have it any other way. Being this close to him was so different than what I had thought. His lips were ultra smooth and they fit mine perfectly, like they were made to match mine exactly. TV shows and movies say that when you have your first kiss, sparks fly and they erupt into fireworks. I guess it was only appropriate due to the New Year. His lips were an explosion of bliss and ultimate pleasure. His familiar woodsy scent was more stronger like this and it was like a drug. As we kissed, I realized that I couldn't go on another day without my Jacob; I needed a daily dose of this much potency. He broke the kiss all too soon but we needed more oxygen. Once our breathing caught up, he leaned forward again but to only give me a soft, gentle peck.
I frowned, wanting more, but he said, "I really want to continue this but your dad only allowed me the 3 minutes."
"Wait, what 3 minutes?" I asked confused. I swore it was longer than that...
"I was checking the time because I wanted to kiss you at exactly from 11:59 to 12:01. That way, we ended the year together and entered a new one together."
"Wow," was all I managed to say. "Pretty cheesy, but hey I'll take it."
He smirked, leaning along the railing of the back patio.
"Unfortunately, my time is up, officially now, because I gotta patrol. But don't worry, I'll come back as soon as I get some sleepy after my duties."
"Fine," I said. "But first you gotta kiss me goodbye."
"Don't have to tell me twice, babe."
I tippy-toed so that my lips could reach his and then he left.
It had been about 5 minutes after his departure when a painful, piercing scream came from Poppa's office. Before I got a chance to take the first step of the stairs, Aunt Alice stopped me.
"Aunt Alice, I have to see Ms. Hill! I said, panicking.
"I know but you can't, sweetie. I'm sorry. Your father asked for me to keep you here. We weren't sure the babies were coming this early. She was due next week!"
I plopped onto the leather loveseat with my hands in my face. Ms. Hill was dying and I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye. I faintly heard the murmurs upstairs. Ms. Hill's weak heartbeat was drowning out everything else. And then the sound I dreaded to hear became audible. The beartbeat of someone I truly cared about, halted.
We ushered here in immediately. All of the females surrounded her, trying to comfort her. She wasn’t crying as much and I could only guess that it was Uncle Jasper’s doing.
“Tell us what happened,” Aunt Rose urged sympathetically, rubbing Ms. Hill’s shoulders. We were all seated at the dining room table.
“He said he didn’t want me anymore. He said he loved me but it turned out he was just bored when he found me and couldn’t resist. Now, I was no use to him,” she said covering her face. I hated Zachary for doing this to Ms. Hill. One day, he’d pay for what he’d done to her. It seemed like Aunt Rose read my mind when she suddenly declared, “Zachary won’t get away with this. If he ever comes back, we’ll rip him apart and burn him to hell.” Ms.Hill finally looked up from her hands and said, “I don’t want him to see my baby.” I’d never seen her so mad before. Poppa nodded and added, “Don’t worry, Leila, we won’t let any harm come your way. We suggest that you stay here with us so that we can monitor your progress.” She was quiet while she thought over the offer. “Okay, I’ll stay,” she finally said.“Good. We should also let you know that this pregnancy is very different. The fetus will grow quite rapidly and instead of carrying it for 9 months, you’ll most likely do so for about 1 month” my dad said. “Okay,” she replied and continued with a question, “will my baby be like Renesmee?”
“Yes, it will be half vampire and half human.” Daddy also answered her silent question. “We won’t know if your baby has powers until he or she is born and something out of the ordinary happens.” I was quiet the whole time. I was too stunned and hurt to see that someone as wonderful as Ms. Hill was taken advantage of like this. I did wonder, however, if she wished to be turned, just how my mom did when I was born. My dad flinched and my mom noticed. “What’s wrong, Edward?” Momma asked. My father was apprehensive as to whether or not he should actually ask my teacher my question but he did anyway.
“Nessie’s asking if you wish to be turned, just like Bella had done after giving birth."
Her expression was disturbed when she replied, “I don’t want to become like you.” My face dropped when she said this. She quickly explained herself. “I mean I don’t want to be the same monster as Zachary. Just like I said earlier, I don’ want him to see my child or me for that matter.”
“In that case, you should know that the baby you’re carrying will literally rip you apart. Trust me, I should know,” my mom said.
“I understand,” was Ms. Hill’s response. Even without Zachary coming, we still ate dinner. Ms. Hill was a lot calmer now. She was at the house for just about 4 hours but her stomach grew in just that short time. Maybe she didn’t have to wait for a month after all. As I thought of this, it became clear that in that same time she would die. She had left with Aunt Rosalie to pack some of her belongings since she would be living here for the time being. She lived by herself; her parents lived in Chicago and her siblings lead their own lives with their families. We had a guest room right next to the music room. Gramma was busy tidying it up for Ms. Hill. I offered to help.
“Sure, sweetheart,” my grandmother said. “Here, you can change the bed sheets and put these lilac pillow cases. After you’ve done that, puff them like this,” she instructed me.
In about an hour, Uncle Emmett had come in, carrying Ms. Hill with Aunt Rosalie carrying her luggages. I panicked and dashed straight to my uncle.
“What happened? Is she hurt? What do we do?” I asked at super vampire speed.
“Relax,” Aunt Rosalie said putting her things away while my uncle placed her gently in the center of the bed. “She fell asleep on the ride back. I didn’t want to wake her so we carried her in. She’s gone through so much in one day,” Aunt Rose added shaking her head slightly in dismay. She tucked Ms. Hill in and we quietly left the room.
2 WEEKS LATER
A couple weeks past and Ms. Hill’s stomach grew significantly. It if were a normal pregnancy, it would’ve been her 8th month because that’s how big she looked. I was getting worried and I wasn’t the only one.
“The baby is growing at such a fast pace. With Renesmee it was only about the beginning of the 4th week when Bella looked like this,” Poppa said shaking his head in disbelief. Ms. Hill was sleeping soundly in the recliner in the living room with Aunt Rose seated crossed legged at the foot. She’d been at her side since Daddy announced she was pregnant. Momma told me Aunt Rose was the same when she was pregnant with me. Do you think the fetus is in danger, Carlisle? Or maybe there’s some other complication?” Aunt Rose asked gently rubbing the growing bump.“I can’t really say,” Poppa replied, “like with Renesmee, I can’t properly monitor the fetus. Getting an ultrasound would be no use; we won’t be able to see anything.” I was sitting cross legged, too, on the other side of the recliner with both hands on my chin. My brow creased in worry. I knew how everyone felt now when I was in my mom’s stomach. I was literally tearing her apart. It’s no different now with Ms. Hill’s baby. I knew that even in this stage, the fetus could hear what’s going on, because I knew I did. I hope that if we ask for it to not move around as much so that it wouldn’t hurt her, it would obey. Just then, Ms. Hill suddenly sat up from the recliner. Her expression was full of pain and then there was crack. She gasped loudly and then began crying.
Aunt Rose and I surrounded her. “Leila!” she exclaimed.
Daddy carried her upstairs to Poppa’s office. Her breathing sped. “Her spine cracked slightly. I’m going to give her some morphine to ease the pain and heal the fracture,” Poppa said. He injected her and her breathing gradually went back to normal. Momma came in with Uncle Jasper.
"Jazz, help her, please." He nodded and Ms. Hill smiled."This was what? The 6th time this little kicker broke my spine?” None of us responded.This was also why we were worried so much. This happened more than enough times over a course of a few days. This baby was a lot stronger than I ever was. After about an hour, Ms. Hill was back downstairs. She and Aunt Rose were watching Full House on DVD. It was Ms. Hill’s favorite show. My aunt was feeding her lasagna. As I was watching them from the dining room table, eating some dinner myself, an idea popped into my head. Before I got a chance to say what was on my mind, daddy had already gotten the blood out of the refrigerator. He poured it in a red plastic party cup and placed a white straw into it.
“Love, I think you should be the one to do it.” My mom nodded. We both walked over to the living room. Ms. Hill was so worn out. There were dark circles under her eyes and even with us feeding her nearly every 2-3 hours, she still looked malnourished. The smell of the blood diverted her attention from Danny Tanner and Uncle Jesse. Her eyes we so full of hunger.
“Leila, I think it’s time we did something different,” my mom started. “This may seem repulsive to you but it’ll help keep the baby healthy and make you feel so much better.” She replied with a quick nod and eagerly reached out for the cup of blood. She took one sip and in 15 seconds it was gone. Her condition improved dramatically. She had so much energy now but just to be safe we still had her in the recliner. Uncle Jasper came in with my aunt. He was absolutely beaming from the happy aura Ms. Hill was emanating. I guess the baby was happy, too. Everyone gathered toward the white leather couches. Daddy came over and placed me on his lap with Momma on his side.
“Leila, you’re glowing with joy,” Gramma said with utmost affection in her voice. Ms. Hill thanked her with her flawless smile. Even with this tough pregnancy, she was still really beautiful.
“I’m glad all of you are here,” Ms. Hill said finishing her second cup of blood. I felt daddy move slightly and I looked to see him smiling towards Uncle Emmett and Aunt Rosalie.
“Originally, I wanted the baby to go to Edward and Bella because they were the ones experienced in raising a hybrid, but I’ve done some thinking and I’m confident in giving my baby to Rose and Em instead." If my aunt could cry, she could’ve filled a million rivers. Uncle Emmett looked a bit emotional, too, because Uncle Jasper had to calm him down as well.
“Leila,” Aunt Rose whispered, “you have no idea how much this means to us.” Tears were streaming down Ms. Hill’s tantalizing gray eyes.
“I know that my baby will be better off with this family. He or she would be so loved.” She turned to my parents and I and said, "No offense, you two, but Rose did tell me her story and how much she wanted to adopt.” Momma shook her head. “Edward and I are perfectly happy with out little nudger,” she said kissing my nose. I smiled and nodded. “I’ll still treat your baby like he or she is my little sibling,” I added.
“Thank you,” Ms. Hill replied.
“So what are you going to name the baby if it’s a girl?” Gramma asked her.
“Well that’s completely up to Rose and Emmett now,” she answered, looking to my aunt and uncle cuddling on the love seat.
“If it’s a girl,” Aunt Rose said, “we’ll name her Emmie; a combination of my name and Emmett’s.”
“That’s perfect,” Ms. Hill said.
Uncle Jasper asked, "And if it’s a boy?”
“I got it!” Uncle Emmett exclaimed. “Emmett Junior.”
I snorted. “Really?” At that same time, Aunt Rose poked him in the ribs.“Babe, that’s not what we talked about,” she scolded him“If it’s a boy, then he’ll be Rommel, another combination of our names.” I grinned. “Much better and WAY more clever than Emmett Junior.
We all laughed. A minute later, Ms. Hill winced. “The baby’s kicking an awful lot.” Aunt Alice got up to get another cup of blood but her gaze altered and she collapsed back down. It was clear she was having a vision.
“Alice, what do you see?” Poppa asked. I looked to daddy for an answer in his expression, whether it was good or bad. His face was just as bewildered as Aunt Alice’s. She was back in the present a few seconds later. She and Daddy were totally speechless.
“It looks like you’ll be needing both of those names,” she said slowly.
Everyone, besides daddy and Aunt Alice, was utterly confused. It took me a full 2 minutes to decipher her vision. I shot up from my dad’s lap and I jumped up and down in thrill.
“Ms. Hill is having twins! Baby Emmie and Baby Rommel! TWINS!” I proclaimed. Gramma had her hand on her heart. Uncle Emmett was completely frozen on his seat. Poppa congratulated my aunt and my teacher.“Wait,” Momma said, confused beside daddy. “Alice, how on Earth did you see that? Your power is based on the decisions people make.” My aunt shrugged and said, “well apparently SOMEONE decided.” To further support her premonition, daddy said, “she’s right. I can hear their thoughts now.” He paused but continued, “I think it’s Emmie asking for more blood.” This time Aunt Alice was successful at retrieving some blood.“No wonder my spine keeps getting damaged,” Ms. Hill said sipping her cup of blood happily Poppa was pacing. “This makes a lot more sense now. Your stomach grew significantly these past weeks because you’re carrying twins. A lot more sense.” My grandfather was talking to himself now.
“This means the babies will be coming a lot sooner than anticipated,” daddy said looking to Ms. Hill. I was ecstatic that I was going to have 2 younger siblings that I had completely forgotten that it also meant Ms. Hill was just going to be in more pain and eventually she’ll be gone.
This finally sunk in and the atmosphere immediately shifted from excitement to sullen. And to think that in a couple of days it’ll be a new year.
“I’m willing to make that sacrifice,” Ms. Hill said breaking the silence. “Em and Rose deserve to have their wish granted and my babies would be neglected if they went to Zachary. This is my fate and I’m accepting it.”
Poppa nodded and patted her stomach. “We’ll do everything we can to make this a lot easier for you.”
I walked over to the recliner and did the same. “Yeah, and you two need to go easy on your mommy here. Don’t kick too much, okay?” Ms. Hill smiled weakly and then her eyes fluttered shut. The next thing I knew she was snoring softly.
The next couple of days zoomed by. Aunt Rose and Uncle Emmett didn’t leave Ms. Hill’s side. This was because she grew weaker and weaker by the hour. I had a feeling that we were going to ring in the new year with 2 new Cullen members.
We were prepared. Ms. Hill was in the hospital bed located in Poppa’s office. She was attached to an IV that dripped morphine. We even gave her some sleep medicine so that she wouldn’t feel the pain so much either.
Gramma and Aunt Alice went straight to work on the guest room, which was Ms. Hill’s room, for the twins. It was big enough to add a king size bed for Rommel and the queen sized bed would be Emmie’s.
I was so preoccupied with all the baby commotion that when Jacob came by to visit I totally forgot that not too long ago we said we loved each other. It took all of my strength NOT to run to him and kiss him.
Instead of running over here, he had taken his new Black Mercedes Guardian that was given to him on Christmas from my parents.
“Jake, what are you doing here?” I asked after our hug.“I just wanted to drop by and congratulate the parents-to- be. And…to give you this,” he replied, jiggling a charm bracelet with hearts, stars, a crescent moon, and a wooden wolf.
I gasped and took it out of his hand. He smirked and his hands snaked around my waist, bringing me closer to him I was mesmerized. The hearts and stars were carved from opal and pink tourmaline. The moon was quartz but my favorite was the wooden wolf. When I was done looking at it, he secured it around my left wrist and it fit perfectly. I smiled and coiled my hands around his neck. We stared into each others eyes nearly all night.
"Sorry we couldn't spend Christmas together," I said he turned me around so that he was hugging me from behind. "S'okay, babe, I know that things have been a little chaotic lately," he said with his chin resing on the top of my head. I laughed a little and said, "got that right. It's so exiting that Aunt Rose and Uncle Emmett are finally going go have kids of their own even if they're adopted. But I'm going to really miss Ms. Hill."
He hugged me tighter but it was too late for the tears. "If only she'd agree to being changed..." I whispered. To lighten up the mood, Jacob said, "not everyone wants to be a bloodsucker, Ness." I escaped from his hold but not without nudging him in his ribs. I wiped my tears away and crossed my arms. My eyes were fixed on the starry New Years Eve night. "Ness, you know that I didn't mean that. I was just trying to cheer you up."
I reluctantly sighed and went back to his open arms. (I know you didn't. It's just hard to let her go because she's my favorite person.)
He looked offended that it was uber hilarious.
"I thought I was your favorite person," he whined with a pout.
"Mia will ALWAYS be my bestfriend and Ms. Hill will always be my favorite person. Now you...you'll always be mine and I'll always be yours."
"Okay, fine, I'll settle for that."
I chuckled at his sillyness. We stayed quiet, enjoying each others company, for a good portion of the night. He fidgetted after a while to check his cellphone. "Expecting a call? I asked playfully with an eyebrow shooting up. "No, not really. Just checking the time."
"What for? Does Sam need-"
Before I could finish my question, his hands found my waist bringing me closer to him. In 2 seconds, our lips touched and I found my fingers tangled in his hair. This kiss was totally unexpected and a complete surprise but I wouldn't have it any other way. Being this close to him was so different than what I had thought. His lips were ultra smooth and they fit mine perfectly, like they were made to match mine exactly. TV shows and movies say that when you have your first kiss, sparks fly and they erupt into fireworks. I guess it was only appropriate due to the New Year. His lips were an explosion of bliss and ultimate pleasure. His familiar woodsy scent was more stronger like this and it was like a drug. As we kissed, I realized that I couldn't go on another day without my Jacob; I needed a daily dose of this much potency. He broke the kiss all too soon but we needed more oxygen. Once our breathing caught up, he leaned forward again but to only give me a soft, gentle peck.
I frowned, wanting more, but he said, "I really want to continue this but your dad only allowed me the 3 minutes."
"Wait, what 3 minutes?" I asked confused. I swore it was longer than that...
"I was checking the time because I wanted to kiss you at exactly from 11:59 to 12:01. That way, we ended the year together and entered a new one together."
"Wow," was all I managed to say. "Pretty cheesy, but hey I'll take it."
He smirked, leaning along the railing of the back patio.
"Unfortunately, my time is up, officially now, because I gotta patrol. But don't worry, I'll come back as soon as I get some sleepy after my duties."
"Fine," I said. "But first you gotta kiss me goodbye."
"Don't have to tell me twice, babe."
I tippy-toed so that my lips could reach his and then he left.
It had been about 5 minutes after his departure when a painful, piercing scream came from Poppa's office. Before I got a chance to take the first step of the stairs, Aunt Alice stopped me.
"Aunt Alice, I have to see Ms. Hill! I said, panicking.
"I know but you can't, sweetie. I'm sorry. Your father asked for me to keep you here. We weren't sure the babies were coming this early. She was due next week!"
I plopped onto the leather loveseat with my hands in my face. Ms. Hill was dying and I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye. I faintly heard the murmurs upstairs. Ms. Hill's weak heartbeat was drowning out everything else. And then the sound I dreaded to hear became audible. The beartbeat of someone I truly cared about, halted.
Friday, February 18, 2011
CH10: BACK TO NORMAL. or so I thought
RENESMEE’S POV
It was such a relief to be out of that bed. Being in a coma was not a pleasure. I was completely paralyzed. I cried most of the time because I felt so helpless. I’d feel Gramma’s fingers wiping my tears away but the only thing that calmed me down was Jacob. Listening to him breathing and smelling his familiar scent kept me sane. This was probably how my mom felt when she was transforming from human to vampire. Fortunately I was just extremely bored.
After my aunts and Gramma were done smuggling me with their hugs and kisses I played video games with my uncles. I didn’t really have anything else to do. We were playing Need for Speed and I was surprised when I came out as first place when Uncle Emmett came out second. It was always hilarious seeing him puff with anger. “Again,” he growled at me. I laughed at his competitiveness. We played for hours on end. We even played some Wii games.
It was probably around 2am when I yawned loudly. You’d think being in a coma for more than 24 hours meant no sleep for a very long time, but not for Renesmee Carlie Cullen. Aunt Rose heard my yawn and came into the living room.
“Come on, baby girl, let’s get you to bed,” her hand reaching out to me. I was beside her in one fluid movement. I touched her neck. (Can you brush my hair like you used to when I was little?)
She smiled angelically at me. “Sure thing, sweetie.” But before we left, she went to my uncle and whispered something into his ear that I couldn’t quite catch. Whatever she said made him smile crookedly and before she returned to my side he slapped her butt.
I woke up the next day actually excited for school. I went downstairs, following the sweet aroma of French toast. I sat on one of the wooden stools on the island counter and dug into my breakfast. Jake came in through the back door and joined me.
“Would you like some breakfast, Jacob?” Gramma asked. He nodded and thanked her.
“Ness, are you sure you’re up to going back to school today?” he asked between chewing and pouring more syrup on his stacks of French toast. I rolled my eyes at him. Placing my hand on his, (Yes, I’m sure, Jake. I want things to be normal again. Plus, I miss Mia.)
Just then my parents walked in, hand in hand. Somehow, someway they were always touching each other.
“About that,” my dad said pouring some orange juice for me, “when you were out, she called a couple of times. Alice took her messages.” With that my aunt came skipping in. “Come on, Nessie, let’s get you dressed!” she said with her grin growing wider.
She dressed me within 30 minutes so to kill time I spent it with Jacob. We went to the music room. I was almost as good as my father. Teaching Jacob, however, wasn’t as easy but it was really entertaining. He would press 3 or 4 keys at once, since his hands were so huge. I played him the lullaby daddy wrote for me, closing my eyes because I knew by heart. The last note rang throughout the room and we were left to stare into each other’s eyes. Even with him by my side nearly the whole time I was in coma, I still missed him so much.
I touched his cheek. (Jake, I was so scared. I didn’t know if I was going to make it.) He was wiping the tears away with his thumbs. He was holding my face with his hands now.
“You don’t have to worry about that anymore,” he said. “I won’t let anyone hurt you ever again.”
I nodded. The way he said that made me really believe him. He was always there for me. No matter what. Sure, back when I was little I thought of him as my older brother but things were totally different now. There was no denying that I felt something else, something stronger, about Jacob. There was no better time for what I had to say to him. He needed to know to how I felt. And if he didn’t feel the same way then so be it, as long as I don’t have to continue living with thinking ‘what if.’
“Jacob, I need to tell you something.”
“What?”
I touched his face again and said, (Remember when we went to the beach and I was going to say something to you but my mom called?)
He looked confused as to where I was going with this but he nodded so I continued.
(When you asked me what I was going to say and I said that I forgot, I lied. I was just so scared to tell you…)
“Ness, you don’t have to be scared when you’re with me. I can keep any secret, you can trust me. Although I don’t know if I can do that with your dad but you should know that I’m always here to listen.”
I smiled a little. And then I took a deep breath and looked straight into his eyes.
This time I spoke aloud.
“I remember what I was going to tell you.” I paused and he urged me to continue and I did.
“Jacob Black, I think I’m falling in love with you,” I whispered.
His face was blank and serious. Our gaze never broke but he wasn’t saying anything. My dad came in and said that we should be heading out now. His expression looked shocked. He was probably reading Jacob’s mind. Whatever he was thinking, I didn’t want to hear it. I got up and muttered, “I gotta go.”
My parents got into the car and off to my school we went. Thankfully, my dad didn’t seem to want to touch the Jacob topic either so instead we were talking about Ms. Hill. They were coming in with me today in hopes of convincing her and her vampire boyfriend, Zachary, to come and have dinner with us tonight. I was astounded but pleased when I received this news. If they were anything like my parents then I had no doubt in my mind that they would be great family friends.
We arrived a little earlier than usual so that we’d talk to Ms. Hill alone. I didn’t realize how much I missed her until I opened the classroom door. She was my favorite teacher, hands down. You can tell that she genuinely cared for her students. Everyday, after class, she’d tell me to have a great day. One time when I pretended I needed help on an assignment she offered to help me one on one. She was obviously really educated. Her favorite subject was English, too.
“Welcome back, Nessie. I hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving with your family. So tell me, how was your break?” she asked.
I lied and said, “Yeah, my break was pretty good.” My mom saved me and added, “Mmhmm. We went to a resort up north.”
“Wow, well I’m glad you came back all in one piece,” she said with her flawless smile. “So what brings you guys here so early? If you’re checking up on Nessie, well you’ll be glad to hear nothing but praise for your darling little sister. All her teachers adore her, including me,” she added, giving me a wink. I went over to my seat in the front near the door and my parents followed. We sat in silence for a minute or two before my dad finally started.
“We know you know about us, Leila.” She stared at him, baffled.
“I don’t know what you mean by that, Edward.”
“You’re wondering how the first time you saw us our eyes were nearly black, but now they’re gold, just like Zachary’s.”
Her eyes widened. “How do you know all that?”
My mom was the one to answer. “He knows all of that because he can read your mind. We know that you think we’re vampires and your guess is right.”
Ms. Hill shot up from her chair. “I knew it!” she exclaimed. We all grinned. I was happy to see she was taking this well.
“So if Edward can read minds, do all of the Cullens have some sort of power?”
“Well my dad can read minds, my mom can shield minds, and I can show you my mind,” I replied.
She was baffled once again when she inquired, “So Dr. Cullen can read minds, too? And his wife can shield the mind?”
Daddy shook his head and he answered her question. “You see, Leila, it would unusual for us to say that she’s our daughter. Carlisle is my father because he was the one who changed me into a vampire. Renesmee is our biological daughter because she was conceived when Bella was still human. When she gave birth, I had to change her in order for her to survive.
He paused and my mom continued. “Listen, Leila, I know that all of this is overwhelming but we came here wanting to ask if you and Zachary would join us for dinner. We would love to meet him and make sure that you’re safe with him.”
“Why would I be in danger with Zachary?”
“Well when I was with Bella while she was still human, I tried my hardest not to hurt her. She was very fragile, just like any human is to a vampire. Plus, Nessie loves you too much to see you get hurt,” my dad said.
We were all quiet again. Ms. Hill’s head creased thoughtfully. After a while she nodded.
“Can you please come over tonight? My grandmother is cooks like an iron chef,” I said, smiling angelically so I could persuade her.
“We would all love to introduce you and Zachary to the family. We also need to go over the rules with you, if he hasn’t already done so,” daddy added.
“Wait, there are rules? Like official vampire rules?”
My mom said, “That was exactly what I asked before,” sounding amused. “But yes, there are rules.”
Ms. Hill nodded once again and said, “Okay, you’ve got a deal. Zachary and I will come over tonight.”
“Perfect. Nessie will give you our address,” my mom said getting up with my father. With that they kissed me goodbye and they left. I was alone with Ms. Hill. There were about 15 more minutes left until the bell would ring for first period.
“So tell me, Ness,” Ms. Hill said not too long after my parents’ departure,” is there some kind of special etiquette for meeting a vampire family? I mean I don’t want to make a bad first impression.”
I laughed but said, “Just be yourself, Ms. Hill. My family will absolutely love you. Of course you probably know that they won’t be eating dinner with you so it’ll just be me and you.”
“Oh yeah, I completely forgot,” she replied smacking her forehead slightly. In a few minutes, my classmates would be coming in. I was getting ready for the day when a question popped into my head.
She was tentatively reading and writing on the board, with her lesson plan in her other hand.
“Ms.Hill? I asked.
“Yes, Nessie?”
“If you were given the opportunity, would you choose to be a vampire, too?”
It took her a while to actually answer my question.
“I honestly don’t know. But after tonight, we’ll see what happens.”
Just then, the bell rang and dozens of kids began pouring in.
My classes went by fast. The only downside was the fact that I only spent about an hour with Mia. She had to leave early for a doctor’s appointment. When I was finally let out, I was surprised not to see my parents waiting for me. Instead it was Jacob with his Rabbit. Some kids stopped at the sight of him. His face was serious and with his arms crossed, he actually looked kind of scary. The second he caught sight of me his expression changed into my favorite Jacob-ey smile. My face was the complete opposite.
My face was the opposite. I didn’t want to see Jacob right now, not after the incident in the morning. I could’ve easily ran home but I was scared I would attract attention. No, I thought to myself. I would face Jacob right now. If he didn’t feel the same way then I don’t care. I would forget my feelings and just be friends with him. I’d be okay with that.
Before I got a chance to say something, he interrupted me with a hug. I hugged him back after while, thankful there wasn’t an awkward vibe.
“Ness, I think we need to have a talk,” he said, holding my shoulders. I nodded.
I got into the passenger seat and we drove off. We reached the beach and we sat on the bench-like log.
I waited for him to start. I’d done enough talking for the day. It was his turn to do some explaining.
“Your parents and I discussed this a few months back and I talked to your dad again today after they dropped you off and he said it was safe to tell you about imprinting.”
“Imprinting?” I asked, my face crunched up in confusion.
“Yeah. It’s a wolf thing. So I guess I’ll start with examples.” He paused, thinking and staring at the water but then he continued. “Do you notice how Claire and Quil are? How he’s always with her and how he always brings her to the bonfires or whenever there’s a meeting?”
I nodded and he spoke again.
“And it’s not just them. It’s also Sam and Emily, Leah and Shaun, and Paul and Denise. They’re always with each other, almost inseparable like you and me. The thing with imprinting is that once a werewolf see’s that one other person, the one that they’re completely drawn to, they can’t leave them alone. It doesn’t necessarily involve romance but mainly friendship. For Quil and Claire especially, he’s strictly her friend. She’s too young to understand what he really is to her. But Quil loves her to much to choose what he’ll actually be to her. It’s all up to Claire to decide when he can be her friend, an older brother and possibly someone more. But for Paul and Sam, they’re completely in love with their significant others. Imprinting for us, is a way to find our ideal soul mates so that we can continue passing on our genes. And when you were born and I first laid my eyes on you, I imprinted on you.” He gulped but became quiet. He looked to me to examine my expression.
“So from what you’re telling me, I’m drawn to you only because you’ve imprinted on me?” I asked slowly.
He hesitantly nodded. I looked away from him and stared at the waves. The horizon was preparing to change. I thought about everything. I thought about how over the years, the feelings changed. I thought about how Leah and Shaun always looked deep into each others eyes. It was obvious they were so in love. As for Paul and Denise, he was always overprotective of her, almost like how Jacob was to me. She absolutely loved him. They would often separate from the group and just hold hands and whisper sweet nothings into each other’s ear. They were almost as affectionate as Sam and Emily and they were already married!
After a while I started to smile. I finally realized what Jake was actually telling me. I didn’t care that we were attracted to each other just because of some wolf thing. He liked me back and that was all that mattered.
I turned to him and kissed his cheek. He was surprised and he asked, “What was that for?”
I shook my head and said, “Just because.”
He smiled back and stood up, pulling me into a warm hug. “So you know how I feel for you, too, right?” I touched his face and said (Yeah, but I want to hear you say it.)
He chuckled and said, “I think I’m falling in love with you, too.”
I frowned and asked, “you think you’re falling in love with me?”
He chuckled again and said, “No, I know I love you. I’ve been knowing for a long time now but I wanted for you to say it first and when you did tell me earlier this morning I was just shocked.”
He still held me in his arms when he added, “But you have to know that your parents don’t want us to be in a relationship yet. They want to wait until you’re at least a sophomore, like the original plan.”
I pouted. I can’t believe that the guy of my dreams totally just said that he loved me back but I couldn’t actually BE with him just because my parents say so.
“I know, I know, but Ness, I’m willing to wait that long. I’m just glad that you finally told me you felt the same way.”
I smiled and reluctantly said, “Fine, I guess I can wait, too.”
It was getting dark now and we walked back to his car. He drove me home and when I entered the house, I was welcomed by Gramma and my parents. There was something off about the house but it was obvious that Aunt Alice made it more presentable. Every room had a vase or two filled with several flowers.
I was walking up the stairs to my room when I noticed my parents following me.
I turned around and asked, “Can I help you?”
My mom smiled while my dad looked slightly angry. “How did it go with Jacob?” she asked.
“Okay, I guess.” I thought over my afternoon with Jake and I guessed my dad was following along because when memory lane ended he looked relieved.
“Ness, we want you to know that you’re still allowed to see Jacob but he can’t be your boyfriend just yet,” was what daddy said.
“Yeah, I know. That’s fine with me because all I care about is that fact that he feels the same way.”
My mom came over and kissed me forehead. “You’re growing up so fast, Ness. I’m glad you’re being mature about this. You have to understand that we’re only doing this because we can’t bear to lose you to Jacob so soon.” She had me tight against her chest and my dad came over and hugged the two of us.
They let go and I said, “you know that I’ll always be your little girl.” They nodded and smiled.
“Okay, now come on, Ms. Hill will be here any minute.”
As we ascended down the stairs, we heard a car driving up on our driveway. My grandparents, aunts and uncles, as well as my parents positioned themselves along the wall to the main entrance of the house. The car door opened and shut and footsteps were nearing the steps to the door. It was odd not hearing another pair of feet following them.
Just then the doorbell rang and Poppa opened the door. I was sad to see Ms. Hill alone. She was wearing jeans and a gray sweatshirt. Her face was pink and a little swollen from what was apparently crying. I looked to my dad for answers.
Ms. Hill was still outside when my dad announced: “Zachary left her…and she’s carrying his child.”
It was such a relief to be out of that bed. Being in a coma was not a pleasure. I was completely paralyzed. I cried most of the time because I felt so helpless. I’d feel Gramma’s fingers wiping my tears away but the only thing that calmed me down was Jacob. Listening to him breathing and smelling his familiar scent kept me sane. This was probably how my mom felt when she was transforming from human to vampire. Fortunately I was just extremely bored.
After my aunts and Gramma were done smuggling me with their hugs and kisses I played video games with my uncles. I didn’t really have anything else to do. We were playing Need for Speed and I was surprised when I came out as first place when Uncle Emmett came out second. It was always hilarious seeing him puff with anger. “Again,” he growled at me. I laughed at his competitiveness. We played for hours on end. We even played some Wii games.
It was probably around 2am when I yawned loudly. You’d think being in a coma for more than 24 hours meant no sleep for a very long time, but not for Renesmee Carlie Cullen. Aunt Rose heard my yawn and came into the living room.
“Come on, baby girl, let’s get you to bed,” her hand reaching out to me. I was beside her in one fluid movement. I touched her neck. (Can you brush my hair like you used to when I was little?)
She smiled angelically at me. “Sure thing, sweetie.” But before we left, she went to my uncle and whispered something into his ear that I couldn’t quite catch. Whatever she said made him smile crookedly and before she returned to my side he slapped her butt.
I woke up the next day actually excited for school. I went downstairs, following the sweet aroma of French toast. I sat on one of the wooden stools on the island counter and dug into my breakfast. Jake came in through the back door and joined me.
“Would you like some breakfast, Jacob?” Gramma asked. He nodded and thanked her.
“Ness, are you sure you’re up to going back to school today?” he asked between chewing and pouring more syrup on his stacks of French toast. I rolled my eyes at him. Placing my hand on his, (Yes, I’m sure, Jake. I want things to be normal again. Plus, I miss Mia.)
Just then my parents walked in, hand in hand. Somehow, someway they were always touching each other.
“About that,” my dad said pouring some orange juice for me, “when you were out, she called a couple of times. Alice took her messages.” With that my aunt came skipping in. “Come on, Nessie, let’s get you dressed!” she said with her grin growing wider.
She dressed me within 30 minutes so to kill time I spent it with Jacob. We went to the music room. I was almost as good as my father. Teaching Jacob, however, wasn’t as easy but it was really entertaining. He would press 3 or 4 keys at once, since his hands were so huge. I played him the lullaby daddy wrote for me, closing my eyes because I knew by heart. The last note rang throughout the room and we were left to stare into each other’s eyes. Even with him by my side nearly the whole time I was in coma, I still missed him so much.
I touched his cheek. (Jake, I was so scared. I didn’t know if I was going to make it.) He was wiping the tears away with his thumbs. He was holding my face with his hands now.
“You don’t have to worry about that anymore,” he said. “I won’t let anyone hurt you ever again.”
I nodded. The way he said that made me really believe him. He was always there for me. No matter what. Sure, back when I was little I thought of him as my older brother but things were totally different now. There was no denying that I felt something else, something stronger, about Jacob. There was no better time for what I had to say to him. He needed to know to how I felt. And if he didn’t feel the same way then so be it, as long as I don’t have to continue living with thinking ‘what if.’
“Jacob, I need to tell you something.”
“What?”
I touched his face again and said, (Remember when we went to the beach and I was going to say something to you but my mom called?)
He looked confused as to where I was going with this but he nodded so I continued.
(When you asked me what I was going to say and I said that I forgot, I lied. I was just so scared to tell you…)
“Ness, you don’t have to be scared when you’re with me. I can keep any secret, you can trust me. Although I don’t know if I can do that with your dad but you should know that I’m always here to listen.”
I smiled a little. And then I took a deep breath and looked straight into his eyes.
This time I spoke aloud.
“I remember what I was going to tell you.” I paused and he urged me to continue and I did.
“Jacob Black, I think I’m falling in love with you,” I whispered.
His face was blank and serious. Our gaze never broke but he wasn’t saying anything. My dad came in and said that we should be heading out now. His expression looked shocked. He was probably reading Jacob’s mind. Whatever he was thinking, I didn’t want to hear it. I got up and muttered, “I gotta go.”
My parents got into the car and off to my school we went. Thankfully, my dad didn’t seem to want to touch the Jacob topic either so instead we were talking about Ms. Hill. They were coming in with me today in hopes of convincing her and her vampire boyfriend, Zachary, to come and have dinner with us tonight. I was astounded but pleased when I received this news. If they were anything like my parents then I had no doubt in my mind that they would be great family friends.
We arrived a little earlier than usual so that we’d talk to Ms. Hill alone. I didn’t realize how much I missed her until I opened the classroom door. She was my favorite teacher, hands down. You can tell that she genuinely cared for her students. Everyday, after class, she’d tell me to have a great day. One time when I pretended I needed help on an assignment she offered to help me one on one. She was obviously really educated. Her favorite subject was English, too.
“Welcome back, Nessie. I hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving with your family. So tell me, how was your break?” she asked.
I lied and said, “Yeah, my break was pretty good.” My mom saved me and added, “Mmhmm. We went to a resort up north.”
“Wow, well I’m glad you came back all in one piece,” she said with her flawless smile. “So what brings you guys here so early? If you’re checking up on Nessie, well you’ll be glad to hear nothing but praise for your darling little sister. All her teachers adore her, including me,” she added, giving me a wink. I went over to my seat in the front near the door and my parents followed. We sat in silence for a minute or two before my dad finally started.
“We know you know about us, Leila.” She stared at him, baffled.
“I don’t know what you mean by that, Edward.”
“You’re wondering how the first time you saw us our eyes were nearly black, but now they’re gold, just like Zachary’s.”
Her eyes widened. “How do you know all that?”
My mom was the one to answer. “He knows all of that because he can read your mind. We know that you think we’re vampires and your guess is right.”
Ms. Hill shot up from her chair. “I knew it!” she exclaimed. We all grinned. I was happy to see she was taking this well.
“So if Edward can read minds, do all of the Cullens have some sort of power?”
“Well my dad can read minds, my mom can shield minds, and I can show you my mind,” I replied.
She was baffled once again when she inquired, “So Dr. Cullen can read minds, too? And his wife can shield the mind?”
Daddy shook his head and he answered her question. “You see, Leila, it would unusual for us to say that she’s our daughter. Carlisle is my father because he was the one who changed me into a vampire. Renesmee is our biological daughter because she was conceived when Bella was still human. When she gave birth, I had to change her in order for her to survive.
He paused and my mom continued. “Listen, Leila, I know that all of this is overwhelming but we came here wanting to ask if you and Zachary would join us for dinner. We would love to meet him and make sure that you’re safe with him.”
“Why would I be in danger with Zachary?”
“Well when I was with Bella while she was still human, I tried my hardest not to hurt her. She was very fragile, just like any human is to a vampire. Plus, Nessie loves you too much to see you get hurt,” my dad said.
We were all quiet again. Ms. Hill’s head creased thoughtfully. After a while she nodded.
“Can you please come over tonight? My grandmother is cooks like an iron chef,” I said, smiling angelically so I could persuade her.
“We would all love to introduce you and Zachary to the family. We also need to go over the rules with you, if he hasn’t already done so,” daddy added.
“Wait, there are rules? Like official vampire rules?”
My mom said, “That was exactly what I asked before,” sounding amused. “But yes, there are rules.”
Ms. Hill nodded once again and said, “Okay, you’ve got a deal. Zachary and I will come over tonight.”
“Perfect. Nessie will give you our address,” my mom said getting up with my father. With that they kissed me goodbye and they left. I was alone with Ms. Hill. There were about 15 more minutes left until the bell would ring for first period.
“So tell me, Ness,” Ms. Hill said not too long after my parents’ departure,” is there some kind of special etiquette for meeting a vampire family? I mean I don’t want to make a bad first impression.”
I laughed but said, “Just be yourself, Ms. Hill. My family will absolutely love you. Of course you probably know that they won’t be eating dinner with you so it’ll just be me and you.”
“Oh yeah, I completely forgot,” she replied smacking her forehead slightly. In a few minutes, my classmates would be coming in. I was getting ready for the day when a question popped into my head.
She was tentatively reading and writing on the board, with her lesson plan in her other hand.
“Ms.Hill? I asked.
“Yes, Nessie?”
“If you were given the opportunity, would you choose to be a vampire, too?”
It took her a while to actually answer my question.
“I honestly don’t know. But after tonight, we’ll see what happens.”
Just then, the bell rang and dozens of kids began pouring in.
My classes went by fast. The only downside was the fact that I only spent about an hour with Mia. She had to leave early for a doctor’s appointment. When I was finally let out, I was surprised not to see my parents waiting for me. Instead it was Jacob with his Rabbit. Some kids stopped at the sight of him. His face was serious and with his arms crossed, he actually looked kind of scary. The second he caught sight of me his expression changed into my favorite Jacob-ey smile. My face was the complete opposite.
My face was the opposite. I didn’t want to see Jacob right now, not after the incident in the morning. I could’ve easily ran home but I was scared I would attract attention. No, I thought to myself. I would face Jacob right now. If he didn’t feel the same way then I don’t care. I would forget my feelings and just be friends with him. I’d be okay with that.
Before I got a chance to say something, he interrupted me with a hug. I hugged him back after while, thankful there wasn’t an awkward vibe.
“Ness, I think we need to have a talk,” he said, holding my shoulders. I nodded.
I got into the passenger seat and we drove off. We reached the beach and we sat on the bench-like log.
I waited for him to start. I’d done enough talking for the day. It was his turn to do some explaining.
“Your parents and I discussed this a few months back and I talked to your dad again today after they dropped you off and he said it was safe to tell you about imprinting.”
“Imprinting?” I asked, my face crunched up in confusion.
“Yeah. It’s a wolf thing. So I guess I’ll start with examples.” He paused, thinking and staring at the water but then he continued. “Do you notice how Claire and Quil are? How he’s always with her and how he always brings her to the bonfires or whenever there’s a meeting?”
I nodded and he spoke again.
“And it’s not just them. It’s also Sam and Emily, Leah and Shaun, and Paul and Denise. They’re always with each other, almost inseparable like you and me. The thing with imprinting is that once a werewolf see’s that one other person, the one that they’re completely drawn to, they can’t leave them alone. It doesn’t necessarily involve romance but mainly friendship. For Quil and Claire especially, he’s strictly her friend. She’s too young to understand what he really is to her. But Quil loves her to much to choose what he’ll actually be to her. It’s all up to Claire to decide when he can be her friend, an older brother and possibly someone more. But for Paul and Sam, they’re completely in love with their significant others. Imprinting for us, is a way to find our ideal soul mates so that we can continue passing on our genes. And when you were born and I first laid my eyes on you, I imprinted on you.” He gulped but became quiet. He looked to me to examine my expression.
“So from what you’re telling me, I’m drawn to you only because you’ve imprinted on me?” I asked slowly.
He hesitantly nodded. I looked away from him and stared at the waves. The horizon was preparing to change. I thought about everything. I thought about how over the years, the feelings changed. I thought about how Leah and Shaun always looked deep into each others eyes. It was obvious they were so in love. As for Paul and Denise, he was always overprotective of her, almost like how Jacob was to me. She absolutely loved him. They would often separate from the group and just hold hands and whisper sweet nothings into each other’s ear. They were almost as affectionate as Sam and Emily and they were already married!
After a while I started to smile. I finally realized what Jake was actually telling me. I didn’t care that we were attracted to each other just because of some wolf thing. He liked me back and that was all that mattered.
I turned to him and kissed his cheek. He was surprised and he asked, “What was that for?”
I shook my head and said, “Just because.”
He smiled back and stood up, pulling me into a warm hug. “So you know how I feel for you, too, right?” I touched his face and said (Yeah, but I want to hear you say it.)
He chuckled and said, “I think I’m falling in love with you, too.”
I frowned and asked, “you think you’re falling in love with me?”
He chuckled again and said, “No, I know I love you. I’ve been knowing for a long time now but I wanted for you to say it first and when you did tell me earlier this morning I was just shocked.”
He still held me in his arms when he added, “But you have to know that your parents don’t want us to be in a relationship yet. They want to wait until you’re at least a sophomore, like the original plan.”
I pouted. I can’t believe that the guy of my dreams totally just said that he loved me back but I couldn’t actually BE with him just because my parents say so.
“I know, I know, but Ness, I’m willing to wait that long. I’m just glad that you finally told me you felt the same way.”
I smiled and reluctantly said, “Fine, I guess I can wait, too.”
It was getting dark now and we walked back to his car. He drove me home and when I entered the house, I was welcomed by Gramma and my parents. There was something off about the house but it was obvious that Aunt Alice made it more presentable. Every room had a vase or two filled with several flowers.
I was walking up the stairs to my room when I noticed my parents following me.
I turned around and asked, “Can I help you?”
My mom smiled while my dad looked slightly angry. “How did it go with Jacob?” she asked.
“Okay, I guess.” I thought over my afternoon with Jake and I guessed my dad was following along because when memory lane ended he looked relieved.
“Ness, we want you to know that you’re still allowed to see Jacob but he can’t be your boyfriend just yet,” was what daddy said.
“Yeah, I know. That’s fine with me because all I care about is that fact that he feels the same way.”
My mom came over and kissed me forehead. “You’re growing up so fast, Ness. I’m glad you’re being mature about this. You have to understand that we’re only doing this because we can’t bear to lose you to Jacob so soon.” She had me tight against her chest and my dad came over and hugged the two of us.
They let go and I said, “you know that I’ll always be your little girl.” They nodded and smiled.
“Okay, now come on, Ms. Hill will be here any minute.”
As we ascended down the stairs, we heard a car driving up on our driveway. My grandparents, aunts and uncles, as well as my parents positioned themselves along the wall to the main entrance of the house. The car door opened and shut and footsteps were nearing the steps to the door. It was odd not hearing another pair of feet following them.
Just then the doorbell rang and Poppa opened the door. I was sad to see Ms. Hill alone. She was wearing jeans and a gray sweatshirt. Her face was pink and a little swollen from what was apparently crying. I looked to my dad for answers.
Ms. Hill was still outside when my dad announced: “Zachary left her…and she’s carrying his child.”
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